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The Girl


About Me::.
name:: Sophitia
bday:: 3/27
height:: 157cm
weight:: 45kg
ethnicity:: Asian/Viet&proud!
place:: Kansas
Other::
I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff, I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/. I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol. People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage & confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know. My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time, but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]

Email : Ask me, maybe i'll give it 2 you.

Cravings


LOVES

-Pandas♥
-Hello Kitty(Sanrio!)
-My Cousin
-Traveling -Asian Music
-Asian horror movies
-Asian dramas
-FOOD (esp. asian food)
-Siberian huskies<3
-Turkish Angoras<3
-BaBu Bear(morning glory!)
-Writing Novels
-Blogging
-Drawing
-SoBe
-Playing diabolo
-Videogames
-Final Fantasy
-Kingdom Hearts
-Singing
-Modeling
-Shopping!!(esp. w/ cousin!)
-Fall&Winter
-Fashion
-Makeup
-Sweets
-Fobby Stuff ^_^
-Ulzzangs&UlzzangStyle!
-My Buddies
-Helping ppl out
-Anime;Vampire Knight<3
-Manga

DISLIKES
-Liars
-Insects
-Dolls
-Fakers/posers
-Rude, disrespectful ppl
-Ppl who start drama
-Gossipers
-'know-it-alls'
-Show offs
-Stuck ups
-Bossy ppl
-Racist ppl/Racism
-Discrimination
-Judgemental ppl
-Narrow-minded ppl
-Haterz
-Copycatters
-Nosy Ppl
-Preps&those 'kind' of girls
-Balloons
-Loud noises
-Cramped places
-The Dark

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Awsum Links! & MY LINKS
Memories


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Designer: Agnes
Base Code: Tammy
Image: Enakei
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NOTE**: I DO NOT OWN THE ICONS THAT ARE ON EACH OF MY POSTS, THE ICONS ARE CREDITED TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS, THANK YOU [CREDITS TO: K-pop Icons]


Thursday, December 31, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

I'm hungry for your delicious lips...
My mind is aching constantly,
just thinking about being with you...
This beautiful desire is sinking me down,
down deep to the depths of hell...
I want to feel your heartbeat,
while I lay on top of you...
And just feel the warmth of your body,
while you just simply hold me in your arms...
I want to think that I'm a fool to think this way,
But even the devil wouldn't be able to help me...
I just want to wish that I'm with you tonight,
Because I just want to know what it's like to be with you...
Dear god,
This guilt has fulfilled its wishes...
Can't you take it back?
Can't you see that my mind is already in state,
a state at which you cannot help?
The whirlpool in my mind is growing stronger,
gracefully creating a black hole...
In which is creating my thoughts & decisions,
to slowly drift away & to slowly disappear into thin air,
and then into outer space...
I want to tell him how I really feel,
But this black hole has created a god-forsaken
obstacle in which I cannot even withstand...
Grant me the wish...
to be by his side now...
so that I can hold onto his hands,
look into his romantic eyes,
slowly lean in & have my lips touch against his...
& whisper into his ear,
"Your wish is my command..."
May this beautiful desire come true...
~2010...



My World My Life

7:14 PM






My Complicate Life ♥

It's still New Year's Eve...
This night has been a long night..
Today has left me with more questions than answers,
I just wanna know when will I ever realize if I'm in love or not,
People can say that some people are too young to be in love,
but i'm not that young, ...
Love can start at any time in my eyes,
I'm starting to doubt my relationship at the moment,
what is the main reason?
Is this just puppy love?
A long-term crush?
Or am I simply dumb?
Immature?
Too flirty?
Not ready to make a committment?
I feel that I'm starting to get crushes for these other guys...
its bad I know...I feel guilty on the inside,
The guy i'm with is soo nice,
He's made me happier than ever,
but it's sorta starting to change...
or is it because I'm changing?
He even wants to be committed to me..
& that makes me feel even worse...
My life is complicated...
ever since I was born..
& it will continue to be that way until the day I die..
Well...2010 will you possibly give me the answers?
New Year's...2010...Here I come..



My World My Life

5:47 PM






My Complicate Life ♥

-Current Mood: Happy

Today, after I left the house to go eat at McDonald's with my family, my mom decided to go to the DMV, and of course I had to tag along because we were gonna go to other places afterwards. The line might I tell you, was CRAZY. My Dad & I think the reason is because the younger teens wanna hurry and get their DL or permits before this year ends since next year the law of having to be 17 or older to get a license will go into effect. No wonder why there were a whole buncha teens there. So I was in line with my mom for like 30-40 mins...it was a pain really, I don't know why this is how I see things, but I have to be honest with you people, & this is just MY opinion, & NO OFFENSE but it just seems like preps actually know something when it comes to taking the driving test T_T ...I mean I see all these teenage girls...all the smart looking ones...you know? The non-preppy ones...they didn't pass their tests, instead when this preppy looking girl has her test graded she passes...how weird...ANYWAY, while I was in line, I got a text message from somebody but didn't get a chance to read it because...YES I admit it people, I AM ashamed of my cellphone. After my mom was finally done at last, this one dude comes in with a camera and I'm like "DAMN IT. I don't wanna be on TV at the moment! *hides self*" lmao. Then when I got out in the car, I realized my middle school friend texted me and asked me if I was at the DMV and I texted back asking how did he know, & guess it must've slipped my mind, since he said he saw me but didn't know if it was me lol. I really wanted to meet him again and say hi too & maybe given him a hug...too bad I was in a krappy mood =/ curses. Afterwards, we went to a Korean Market, & I bought food and drinks and stuff, and the lady who owns the store told me I was pretty & had a pretty smile :D hehe :) that brought a smile upon my face the entire day, not only that but my friend told me the same thing through txting when he saw me x]. I went home after going to Wal-mart, and ate some Chap Chae which the lady who owned the store made, & she did a really good job at it too! It tasted really yummyyy :D i loved it!
When I was waiting to eat, I was still continuing watching Gayo Daejun! I saw SNSD perform Santa Baby & it was reallyyyy Cute!! <3 I like how since it's almost the end of 2009 they make a whole buncha girl and guy groups collaborate to either have dance battles or perform together with their songs or covers & also how they have it for 3 days straight! I can't wait when it comes to KPOP lol. But another good news is that I'm going to Oklahoma tomorrow! Yes! Finally out of Kansas haha. More update tomorrowww possibly, HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!! byebyeee x]



My World My Life

4:00 PM






My Complicate Life ♥

-Current Mood: Calm/Relaxed
Yesterday was pretty much a boring & wasteful day for me. I had nothing to do, stayed home the entire day, & hardly did anything but eat, watch TV, played a bit of games, & of course was on the internet. Today is New Year's Eve...I'm just hoping to get out of the house soon T_T I can't stand to stay inside the house ALL the time, which I don't, but I like going places a lot rather than staying at home, unlike my brother he likes staying home, because he can 'focus on his games' lol. Not like it's a bad thing haha but just saying :) I might be going to Oklahoma this weekend :D although I'm still not sure what my parents had decided but hopefully we go somewhere!
I'm currently watching today's MF Gayo Daejun! I'll update my blog a bit later this afternoon, since I'll be going somewhere in a little bit! HOORAY~! Happy New Year's Eve!!!


Peace out! x]




My World My Life

8:36 AM




Wednesday, December 30, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

-Currently: Admiring the Cold Winter


Haha I would surely love to admit that I am definitely a KPOP nerd xp I'm currently watching today's KBS Gayo Daejun of this year's, many of today's young kpop artists such as SNSD, 4MINUTE, Super junior, 2PM & etc. have been performing & doing covers of legendary artists such as Michael Jackson, Kim GunMo etc. Memorial stage for the pop prince, 4MINUTE performed Michael Jackson's 'Billie Jean' and it was good! :) SHINee, SNSD, & SuJu also performed 'Smooth Criminal'. Then came along SNSD who performed with Kim GunMo, 'Wrongful Meeting' a very enjoying and lol-ing performance to watch lol haha. SNSD also performed Janet Jackson's 'Rhythm Nation' & I simply LOVED maknae, Seohyun's vocals at the end! Watch the video below!


At the MBC Drama Awards, Taeyeon of SNSD also wins 'Radio Newcomer Award'! Congrats Taengoo!! :D
I would also like to add that I am simply excited & WAY too eager waiting for the member's of 4MINUTE to be releasing their solos in 2010, first one up is 4MINUTE's sexy, powerful dancer, HyunA (also former member of Wonder Girls) who is currently preparing for her solo activities. Cube Entertainment has announced that she will be releasing her solo album somewhere in January of 2010 so please look forward to this! Because I definitely will! x]




My World My Life

11:29 AM






My Complicate Life ♥

-Current Mood: Excited!

Well todayyy, my mom was talking to my auntie on the phone and I heard that they were going to consider going to Hawaii!!! The reason that I am excited is because if it's possible, my cousin could probably come along too!!! :D Which would be another exciting summer vacation that we would get to spend with each other once again! I simply adore her! She's like my twin :) Last summer I traveled to New Jersey to see her for the first time ever in like 8-9 years or so! While we were over there I spent 10 days with her over there, we went to Canada, Pennsylvania, & New York and had a blast! We're still not so sure yet if we are to go to Hawaii yet or not though, ....but either way after I'm done taking Gov't over the summer I'll be going somewhere & hopefully with my cousin!! (70% chance maybe? HAHA) This hasn't been the first time I've gone to Hawaii, the last time I went over there for vacation was about 6-7 years ago, but all the memories kinda...died because I hardly remembered what happened during that trip xD I only remember a few experiences I've had but they're pretty faint. I love traveling, as a matter of fact I love the plane rides as well, just as long as they're not TOO long. Can't wait to see what both sides have planned & got in store for us!
:D laterrrr!



My World My Life

10:20 AM




Tuesday, December 29, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥


-Current Mood: Faithful


Well, it's sorta late at night right now & I should be in bed......HAHA yeah right :) But I came home a couple of hours ago from the movies, just got done watching Avatar, so supposedly the movie wasn't supposed to be based off of the cartoon, although I wasn't surprised because of the movie poster but in the end the movie was great. Graphics were amazing, scenes were gorgeous and life-like, I really enjoyed it, I usually DO like long movies, maybe not past 3 hours but yeah haha T_T anyway, I simply loved the big blue creatures lol they had gorgeous golden eyes, and the other creatures roaming around in their world were very beautiful as well, I loved mostly the flying birds, and the horses. When I first saw them and the sceneries it brought back to Final Fantasy X-2 a bit xD it was amazing though. It's a recommended movie :) *thumbs up*! Well afterwards we went to Best Buy and it started Snowing!!! <3

I'm currently watching Music Festival [SBS Gayo Daejun] at the moment!!! Wish I could've been there =[ ....the big crowd and all the people that were there....Gdragon, Taeyang, SNSD, T-ara, 4MINUTE, Brown Eyed Girls, After School....SHINee, 2PM, Super Junior etc...Lots of fun covers/parodies as well! Ahh well back to watching :)







My World My Life

8:58 PM






My Complicate Life ♥

-Mood: Tired
This morning my mom's car died while she was trying to head back home from a place, so basically my dad had to come and get the car and what not. The thing is, I hope her car gets fixed because that's going to soon be my car lol and now that I heard what happened to it, it makes me wonder if I should still consider sticking with that car to drive around with for another couple of years or so. Aah, but it's all good i suppose, my dad's going to attempt to try and fix it with my uncle (hope they get it fixed T_T)


So anyway, two days ago I went to go see Alvin & the Chipmunks the Squeakquel with my two best buddies, it was an alright movie, wasn't any type of specific movie that was interesting, although the only thing it was, was that it was really cute & i'm like obsessed with cute and adorable things xD




The Chipettes were simply ADORABLE, we would've chosen to go see another movie but my little bro tagged along with us and he wanted to go see the Squeakquel so we had no choice. I still feel bad about that -_- (SORRY GUYS!) But other than that I'm pretty psyched to go see Avatar today!!! I heard from people that it was really good, i don't wanna go see the 3D version though because it hurts my eyes and it can get pretty tiring after awhile, but thats just me! haha. So now I'm just waiting to see how the movie goes!

The Movie:



haha well peace :)!



My World My Life

11:37 AM




Monday, December 28, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥


-Current Mood: Lazy (Like Shin in the back haha!)

I don't know if its just only me, but my parents always call me at the wrong times, either I'm working out, or trying to look for new music they call me and ask me to help them. Haha I'm a person who also gets annoyed real easily. Usually what calms me down is just sitting on the couch in the living room or in my bedroom, turn on the TV and watch random channels..one day it'd be Spongebob, the other day it would turn out serious like "Dr. G" on Discovery Health lmao. I don't even wanna lie to you people, I DO watch those shows, it's interesting in my eyes, I would watch anything from Discovery Channel, to Discovery Health, Animal Planet, and then History Channel haha. I'm looking forward to seeing Dr. G tonight since it's been awhile :)



Dr. G!! Doesn't she look happy doing her job? :D

I gotta be honest with you people, after watching her shows and stuff, it really makes me wanna do this autopsy stuff too. I'm in the science magnet following the medical route, I just can't wait to have a family and be a Dr. and have a Husky and a Turkish Angora<333>



Or the brown one! Cause they're cute & gorgeous too! hehe <3




My World My Life

4:11 PM






My Complicate Life ♥


-Current Mood: Content

So lately during my winter break, I've been watching this really kool & interesting Hong Kong drama called 'E.U.' Emergency Unit. I was amazed at how much this drama caught my attention, its been awhile since I've seen Michael Miu act, so I was happy to watch a new drama starring him in it! The storyline/plot was very good, it kept me on my feet and always want to think or know what's going to happen next. The girl who plays as his daughter in the drama is Elanne Kong, who is a Hong Kong actress & singer, that girl played her role in the drama very well, she's also beautiful as well :) hehe. I admire her big eyes, this drama did not disappoint me at all, except for the fact that my favorite people in the drama died or something tragic happened to them. But other than that, I'm expecting to see more of Michael Miu's dramas in the future :D.




My World My Life

9:47 AM