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The Girl


About Me::.
name:: Sophitia
bday:: 3/27
height:: 157cm
weight:: 45kg
ethnicity:: Asian/Viet&proud!
place:: Kansas
Other::
I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff, I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/. I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol. People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage & confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know. My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time, but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]

Email : Ask me, maybe i'll give it 2 you.

Cravings


LOVES

-Pandas♥
-Hello Kitty(Sanrio!)
-My Cousin
-Traveling -Asian Music
-Asian horror movies
-Asian dramas
-FOOD (esp. asian food)
-Siberian huskies<3
-Turkish Angoras<3
-BaBu Bear(morning glory!)
-Writing Novels
-Blogging
-Drawing
-SoBe
-Playing diabolo
-Videogames
-Final Fantasy
-Kingdom Hearts
-Singing
-Modeling
-Shopping!!(esp. w/ cousin!)
-Fall&Winter
-Fashion
-Makeup
-Sweets
-Fobby Stuff ^_^
-Ulzzangs&UlzzangStyle!
-My Buddies
-Helping ppl out
-Anime;Vampire Knight<3
-Manga

DISLIKES
-Liars
-Insects
-Dolls
-Fakers/posers
-Rude, disrespectful ppl
-Ppl who start drama
-Gossipers
-'know-it-alls'
-Show offs
-Stuck ups
-Bossy ppl
-Racist ppl/Racism
-Discrimination
-Judgemental ppl
-Narrow-minded ppl
-Haterz
-Copycatters
-Nosy Ppl
-Preps&those 'kind' of girls
-Balloons
-Loud noises
-Cramped places
-The Dark

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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

"Who are you to judge me and say what I am or what I am not"

She could rust, and bleed to death in hell.
This is not the path I was expecting or wanting to go towards.
But of course you always got obstacles in front of you whether you like it or not.
If my friends don't realize that I'm one of the best friends that they can ever get,
it's their loss.




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Monday, November 22, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

"Must FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT, 'till the end~"

I'm not giving up now. Not so soon like this. Unless my life ends soon, I shouldn't be worried or concerned about my obstacles. I need to strive. Let's do this. Let's do this for me and for the best outcomes in the future!!!
FIGHTING!!!!~

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I'm also gonna play one game ahead of itunes from now on,
I'll be downloading all of my music and put it into my big hard-drive and store music onto there.
Fuckin' itunes destroyed and got rid of all my music.
Then there's this stupid bug.
First, I need to get rid- well finish all of my schoolwork and krap first. THEN shall we continue with this iTunes.



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6:50 PM




Wednesday, November 17, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥



STOP TRYING TO DO THIS TO ME.
I HATE THIS SO MUCH.

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I swear this is killing me.
I'm all alone in this cold world.
I'm just waiting for that dreadful letter in the mailbox.
I KNOW I did not qualify to advance for DSI.
Shit.


I got the letter.
Fuck you WSU.

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^ Thanks for killing my pride, hopes, and dreams, WSU.
You don't know how happy I'd be if some freakin' school would just give me money just for acknowledging the fact that I do good in school, or even just participating in their competition.
I need Lady Luck on my side.

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On the other hand....
I've always wanted to say to a guy "I'll make you fall in love with me" dramatically, like in an asian drama with dramatic music in the background. LOL.



My World My Life

6:16 AM




Saturday, November 13, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

"Time to show what I got; Let the real battle commence"

It's time. & even though I have to be honest and really admit that I did not whatsoever put a lot of thought into this until last night. I guess it was because of how nervous I was since it was today. Also, it wasn't good for me to think about it early and have it stress me out and destroy my brain anyway, since I'm the kind of person who gets nervous and thinking pessimistically almost half of the times. I got to believe in myself, I got to do this for ME, my future, and for what's best. I gotta impress my parents and show everyone else what I'm capable of doing. If I win this competition....it will open up a door to many paths of opportunities I will be able to strive for because basically winning this will show me what my skills are, what I'm capable of doing, and my strengths and weaknesses so that I will be able to reach my goals in life.
Once I walk in, there's no turning back. Everyone there will be considered as competition EVEN when they're in the same group as me as well. Everyone wants the prize money. I'm not going to back down.

Me "failing" my ACT showed something :/
But I will figure that out later.
Right now, what's important is to get my mind cleared of everything!!!
& be prepared!

Dragon powers activate.
May the power of the longevity peach shine down on me.
&& May the poisonous snake bite me if I fail.



My World My Life

5:45 AM




Wednesday, November 3, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

"Does he even need me? Or better question would be: Do I need him?"

Why oh why do I keep wasting my time with love? It's so ridiculous and it's part of the reason that's holding me back in fulfilling my dreams and reaching and accomplishing my goals. Wth am I gonna do...well for now, I'm just gonna let everything flow and not get bothered by any guys until I graduate. It won't be for awhile until I see him anyway.....UGH guys, guys, guys, guys, and GUYS I'm surrounded by so many that like me :/ WTF. I need to get my life straight. Somehow...some day...actually the sooner the better.

What kinda worries me is that ...I keep thinkin' he's foolin' with me...since there's so many other girls over where he lives...and he posted on a girl's wall and told her to hang out with him :/ Erghh..yes I am jealous....grrr...if only I lived over there or if he never moved AGH....I hope he's not trying to go after many girls at the same time....no doubt he'll be flirting and what not...but I should trust him right? ...Damn I know I have so many freakin trust issues because of past experiences and all the shit I had to go through...I should try to...but it's hard to when he hardly ever answers or replies to my texts nor does he talk to me often...so...I don't know...I'm trying to look on the brighter side of things....



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5:56 PM






My Complicate Life ♥

"I wonder if hearing your voice will make me go crazy"

Soooo...obviously jealousy leads to hate and hate eventually leads to insanity >___< There's this chick who's best friends with a chick that is my ex-best friend, therefore we've had drama before, but anywayyy...she doesn't like me so she decided to be rude to me yesterday....and I was like wth? I'm not mean at all...seriously I'm probably one of the most easiest people to get along with :/
Even though I may sound like a bitch from reading this blog and stuff....but...this blog here is just to express how I feel and what kind of stuff I'm dealing with in my life. -sigh-

I miss him.



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