I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
NOTE**: I DO NOT OWN THE ICONS THAT ARE ON EACH OF MY POSTS, THE ICONS ARE CREDITED TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS, THANK YOU [CREDITS TO: K-pop Icons]
♥ Tuesday, August 31, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"With an issue this big, it'll take some time for me to truly think it over"
Ahh....ottoke? ...I know we won't work out, so I shouldn't be expecting ..AT ALL. I know and I can tell in his heart that he hasn't let go yet...I think I can relate to him because with that one guy that I thought I really had loved...or actually loved but left me... it took me MANY months to get over him. I really like him so much, but I love him too much as a friend. It makes me sad whenever I think about it though, because I know that my path and my future will effect our friendship deeply...along with the connection that we have. I love him as a friend way too much to have anything get in between us. I should stop ...for now...until I truly know that he's let go of her and that he has moved on and if he shows his true feelings to me....I'm not gonna wait. All of this is sucha big mess that I just really have to think through deeply into all of this.
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3:24 PM
♥ Saturday, August 28, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I am....intimidated?!"
Okay so after playing badminton and coming in because my mom forced my lil bro and I to come inside, she starts telling me about how this chick who was 14 yrs old got raped by 7 guys, and she told her bf which brought her bf to shoot the guy who raped her in his penis and so now he's in jail and they're still trying to find the other 5 or 6 guys and this all happened over in this one neighborhood NOT far away from where I live at all...THEN it got me all paranoid.
Then...it happened, I went to go check my phone afterwards and saw this number call me and noticed that it didn't have a name, only a number...so I KNEW it wasn't anybody under my contacts, I checked under my contacts to make sure but NO ONE with that number, so I texted the number with shaking hands and asked "who is this?" but NO response...Only a phone call back! I got so scared I rejected the call then heard nothing since...I hope this isn't a mean prank...Now I'm just hoping to go back to school safe and sound and then have a friend that I know come up to me and say "Ohh heyy! I tried calling you" but that's FREAKISHLY weird though because they could've at leasted texted me back! WTF Now I'm super paranoid. I just don't wanna DIE. Man.....
Please send a guardian angel to watch over me :(
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6:53 PM
♥ Thursday, August 26, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"This is my one shot chance!"
I KNOW I can't give up now, but still! I was so freakin' disappointed after what happened today!!! Now my OWN mentor is gonna be helping out the other people in my class :/ WTF. I want this more than ever, I want this soooo bad, I want this more than anybody!!! This is my only chance, this is my one shot chance and I can't risk to screw up now! I thought he was only going to be helping me?!?! GAHHHH MY OWN MENTOR!! I was on the bus with tears! I was soo upset and disappointed, he kinda gave this other girl similar ideas to mine and gave her his contact LIKE WTH. AGHHH!!! MICHYEOSSEO. I think I'm gonna go crazy too!!! NO NO NO NO NOOO.
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2:07 PM
♥ Wednesday, August 25, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Words just cannot describe on how much I wanna punch your face"
OH. MY. GOD. She's fuckin' pissing me off so much right now :/ Okayy first off who does she think she is to send a naked picture of herself to ruin my relationship, THEN tell me that I shouldn't chase after the guy, THEN she goes chase after the boy herself. THEN fakes to pretend to care for me and asks what's wrong all the time, and comes to hug me just because I got some of the attention that she does not, and just to boost up her self-esteem and popularity. She then talks to the people I TALK TO...who are MY friends just to be more popular and so that people notice her more? Try to be all buddy buddy with my EX best friend and now she's tellin my sis that she misses her when she doesn't even know her the fuck that well.
THAT NASTY SHE-DEVIL DISGUSTS ME. I HOPE SOMETHING HAPPENS BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I'M GONNA PUT UP WITH THIS SHIT.
SICK OF IT.
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3:35 PM
♥ Tuesday, August 24, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"My strength is here...but where is the love, romance, & inspiration?"
I'm losing it. I'm losing it all. I wish I had it again. Something is obviously wrong with me and I wanna get cured. I wanna find a cure for this curse. I haven't made out with anybody for SOO long lmao...T___T nor have I kissed anybody for awhile....and now my lips are kinda wanting to get kissed lol..........MAN...........
The thing is...a man can distract you from school, but then again give you the inspiration for you to go on through each passing day. Anyway...I wish I had a V-line face :/ I want a pointy chin, rounder/bigger cheeks & a tall nose. GRAAAHH. This is hopeless, I'm hopeless, I feel like I'm just throwing away senior year...I SHOULDN'T THINK ABOUT THAT T______T
GRAHH THE SHE-DEVIL BETTER NOT BE TALKING ABOUT ME!!! I've HAD ENOUGH OF HER!! LAY OFFA THE FRIENDSHIPS WITH ME AND OTHER PPL PLEASE. We all know you're popular but no need to act that way arraso?
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4:14 PM
♥ Monday, August 23, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I was there once...now I've moved on"
Ugh, my ex tried adding me on fb again...I accepted it to see what the hell he wanted. I feel like a bitch acting this way, but he was a bad bf and he's so dumb. I gotta becareful not to fall for another delinquent, because I don't want one, nor a playboy. Enough about my ex. Let's talk about...NOW.
Sooo, the guy that I like that I'm still talking to....it feels like he's been hiding stuff from me :/ I just really feel it, I KNOW that he still has feelings for her, because it takes awhile for people to get over someone, and I KNEW how much she meant to him, there's no way in hell he's gonna get over things so fast, must've created so much memories together while they were over there T__T well him anyway. I don't wanna be fooled....I trust him a lot...and YEAH I KNOW I freakin' say that a lot and many times for many guys but seriously...there's just something about him...something no other guy BEFORE ever had...but anyway...even though as much as I show to care for him, it seems like it's no good, and doesn't do good at all...Ottoke? I don't know what to do...I feel like I'm just there, but as weird as how much I keep saying that, ....I CANNOT imagine us being together...AT ALL. Like ....I don't wanna ever date him because he's just THAT precious to me :( I don't wanna ruin our precious and beloved friendship....I adore him so much that I can't bring myself to date him...and yet I REALLY like him!! WTH! EXPLAIN THAT. I feel weiiirrrrdddd...I hope walking to WSU isn't that much of a pain in the ass though PAHAHAHA.
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3:17 PM
♥ Saturday, August 21, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"School tires me out & leaves a mark"
Ughhhh....I've been craving food, listening to music, looking through nonsense pictures, and been lazyyy. What else am I to do? lmao. I'm losing the motivation :/ How can senior year just turn around like this for people? Ughhh. Here I am once again complaining. Grrrrr.
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2:41 PM
♥ Friday, August 20, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I'm on my own...on a LONG journey ahead"
MAN. Are you kidding me?! School has been going by SO slow. NOT FAST. What are people talking about?! Maybe...it's because I'm stressing out too much by thinking of scholarships, beating people, the project's fair, the multi-cultural fair, the talent show, BLAH BLAH BLAH omg. Wth am I to do? This is sooo much harder than I had imagined or thought...I KNOW that this is JUST the beginning...it WILL get harder :/ MAN bring it on!!! URGHH. Why can't they just give us scholarships by doing it the easy way? Some people don't have time for that T___T I mean, I'm not trying ot make up excuses so that I won't do it, cause I WILL but...I mean...why can't we have scholarships for winning or being placed in the project's fair? Why can't we get money JUST THEN for having a passing ACT score? Why do we have to do the complicated way, sign up shit, then actually work on a complicated assignment to actually GET the money? Whatever lol.
Another thing that's bothering me...is my mom. Does she really have to overdo things like this just for her first daughter? (Which is NOT me) I have a half sister... I know she didn't live a good life etc etc and I love her to death but....seriously mom? Geez I know you care about her feelings but then again, it kinda HITS me in tha face! First she tells me that I have to hide most of my shit in my room when my sister comes over here, so that she won't feel bad because she didn't/doesn't have all the stuff that I have, then after one day of changing her wallpaper for her with a pic of me and my lil bro she asks me to change it so that just in case if my sister saw it she wouldn't be sad wtf, THEN last but not least, she has to "lie" to my sister on the phone about me probably not being able to make it to medical school so that she won't feel bad also. WHAT KIND OF BS IS THAT?! YOU TELL ME. Idk but THAT hurt me...I'm not saying shit till I can't take it anymore and then I'ma bring up to my dad. I mean, don't you think she's overdoing it? I'm STILL her daughter...I know she cares about me and stuff, but she just has to accept the lifestyle that my little brother and I have now. What difference does it make? It's not like we can turn back time for her to fix everything so that EVERY child she has will live the same, exact, luxurious lifestyle! You just can't! It won't work that way.
Definitely...not looking forward to this!!!
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4:15 PM
♥ Thursday, August 19, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I'll be hoping & wishing for the best, even if I have to close my eyes"
WELL. Looks like I'm not the smartest one anymore, lmao compared to her, I never was xD...but seriously though, I would count myself more creative and more artistic with more talent ability than her. So I got an advantage. LIKE BAM! School feels so lame right now, today was a pretty darn decent day, I actually liked it. Too bad I can't talk to him, and won't talk to him till later I guess. My dad forgot to charge his phone so he got cut off in the middle of talking to my mom so now I can't call him and talk to him about the Zoo on Saturday. SHIIEEET. I hope he lets me go though :/ I wanna go. Anyway...look upon a shooting star, let us all hope for the best together!
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5:57 PM
♥ Wednesday, August 18, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Leave me be, I'll always be like this"
I'm surely cursed. I'm always rejected in so many different ways in my life, and on so many different levels. It doesn't matter anymore, I'm not gonna care about anything anymore after I graduate, I just want this year over with, I'm not motivated anymore. I'm leaving my friends behind, especially the ones I have now. I have NO best friends. I feel like I'm being lied to constantly...Life is just a big lie, I don't even get to choose the path that I really wanna go...I'm still confused about life and I still don't know what I wanna do yet. I'm lucky as hell to be getting a mentor and help to get into medical school and everything. I don't know what to do anymore. My friends all feel just like they're there and are just dead liars. Who am I even kidding to claim these people as my best friends?? I feel so alone, independent, and so sad I wanna cry so bad but I'm holding in the tears because this is pointless to be crying over. Screw senior year, I'll just be alone and do stuff for my own good, getting my own scholarships, forget the rest. I'm done. My best friend...doesn't even seem like my best friend anymore, he's just there :/ Why am I paying him when he's my best friend? & when I'm one of his best friends? I hope I'm not the only one. Whatever.
Btw, have I mentioned that the assistant principle does not talk to me or say hi to me anymore? :/
I'm just so good at hiding the pain.
...."Wanting to wake up from this dreadful nightmare"
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3:43 PM
♥ Monday, August 16, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Let's call it a 50/50"
SHIT. First day was kinda suckish, finds out I don't have any classes with my best friend, we were fuckin' disappointed when our schedules got all rearranged and shit. First class, loud, crazy like hell, and lots of ppl I don't like, it's like...I don't like the people on the other side of the room. Well most of them. My enemies are in my first class, WAY TO GO! *sarcasm* I'll be dealing with ppl I don't like early in the morning great wtf. 2nd and 3rd class was fun! I GOTS COMPLIMENTS :D :D :D So it was really fun, 2nd class was definitely fun, for 3rd I can't wait to work on my art stuff again. 4th class was ehhh it was alright, I like my teachers, I'm a tad bit unsure about the assistant principle 0___0
Ugh, tomorrow will feel like shit.
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4:39 PM
♥ Saturday, August 14, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"You make me worry about you"
For TWO nights in a row I've stayed up till 1-2AM in the morning and have been getting breakouts and the dark circles around my eyes are getting worse. Had to wear like 4 layers of makeup to cover that shit up. I wish I wasn't so cursed with dark circles, it's worse than I ever thought it'd be, it makes me sad. I'm not gonna stress about it though.
Well....2 more days until school :/ I love school, but then again I'm not really psyched about this year -___- I just wanna see and talk and hang with my best friends. Bleh. I haven't seen him in an entire month either. Last night was the most serious talk between us ever, I'm so glad I stopped holding back on asking him if he still had feelings for her, finds out that he's in pain right now because of her....I knew that he cared about her a lot ...but then he never meant to hurt me either, I told him that I really think he didn't deserve all of that, at some point I also felt like shit for not trying to understand him earlier and believe my guts on what I first believed was going on...Instead I kinda listened to other people and how I looked at it plainly on the outside, I overthought about it. It's not his fault, I KNOW that it's not his fault, I'm sure I know that he didn't do anything wrong. After all of this time I haven't looked down on him nor was I ever that mad at him...I couldn't stay mad at him...I had lots of hope in him.
Well enough with the sad talk, I'm gonna enjoy the last 2 days while I still have it 0__0 Gonna go see Karate Kid again today and it feels nice and peaceful not talkin to that dumb dude, he might get upset if I told him I went to go see that movie though LOL. I'm watching it for the 2nd time, I really recommend that movie, not just because I'ma fan of Jackie Chan but it WAS a good movie lol. (:
I miss you so much MBMK.
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10:46 AM
♥ Thursday, August 12, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"This is getting SAD annoying"
FREAKIN SHIT. It feels like I'm just abusing and using my blog just to make myself feel better...especially about myself!! WTF. Now I'm really not looking forward to school :/ Senior year's gonna be SHIT SHIT SHIT xinfinity! SHIIIIIT. I just wanna graduate and get ready for College! FREAKIN SHIT. I don't wanna see her damn face....that effin' she-devil. What the HELL am I supposed to do? I'm gonna get annoyed for like 10 months STRAIGHT. I need to watch more dramas to boost up my own self-esteem...I NEED A LONG BREAK. I wanna get outta this country shiiieeeettt. >___<
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12:56 PM
♥ Wednesday, August 11, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Right now...I feel like the biggest failure on the face of this planet"
Tell me...what am I to do now? What should I do? I feel like I should just throw away all of this KPOP stuff...Basically asian stuff and the fantasies I've been having. Why can't I just live a normal life where not much is expected from me? I feel SO freakin' pressured..MORE THAN EVER. It's insane! I see my best friend soon making his way up to the top, he's already freakin' famous at school with his artwork and his dancing skills :/ Yet I'm still a nobody at the school...not gaining any attention for any of the successes I've done...I wanna do MORE than just this...What the hell am I supposed to do? I'm wanting fame more than EVER now...I guess I do want the attention that badly...it's just kinda embarassing when everyone around me is known and i'm like...THE unknown....WOW GREAT. Yeah I guess you can say a bit of jealousy plays a part in this too...Even the guy I like is amazingly popular for something....LOOKS WON'T GET ME ANYWHERE THIS TIME!! I'm hardly getting anywhere with my piano skills...My art...they're good but not GOOD ENOUGH! My knowledge and intelligence?! I'm still confused about that!!! It feels like I'm just not smart enough!!! IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO?!?!?! LIKE SERIOUSLY...I've NEVER been so lost in my entire fuckin' life!! There's nothing I feel like doing that will get me anywhere...it' frustrates me SOO MUCH. I'm just not good enough period :( I'm...not even good enough for you.....
I know we'll be friends unconditionally...but...that's as far as we'll go...
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4:15 PM
♥ Tuesday, August 10, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I'm still your little girl"
Even though I may still rebel alot...I'm actually a good kid, my parents just don't realize that because they just look at evetything on the outside and based upon the actions I do, that's just who I am but it doesn't make me a bad person. Sure I'm still a bit slow on everything else, like maybe learning on how to do stuff more in order to be a good mother/wife later on in the future....BUT >__< I feel alot wiser after deleting the kid that doesn't care anymore, ...and the thing with the other guy...I guess I've REALLY pushed those feelings away because I don't feel like I did before anymore, I feel so much better and so much smarter now, lets just hope that that's true -___-
But here I am makin' a ton of sacrifices from hanging out with my friends, just to make my parents happy, when I don't even get influenced that easily by other people :/ I'm slowly losing all the freedom I have...and I don't even have a choice either T_T I'm just slowly losing it even though I'm growing older by each day...because each day I learn something new, esp on TV xDDD ANYWAY seriously..I just hope this is ALL worth it..I just hope that all the sacrifices I'm making right now....are TRULY worth my time and that I will get something good in return for EVERY sarcrifice that I make I just wanna get something in return, something GOOD, and for the better...because I'm growing old...not young...I won't have a chance to be young anymore, and will not have a good time with my friends like I used to ....once I get into Med school....I won't even have that much time to hang or go on vacation or WHATEVER.
Praying for me ...
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6:40 AM
♥ Saturday, August 7, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I am...Miss Snowie-Holic"
You know those girls who eventually go crazy and start taking it out on other people when they are jealous & can't get what they want? Well....that's what's going to happen to me...........OVER A PAIR OF SEXY BOOTS D: .... LOL. What? You thought I was talking about a guy? Pshhh. But you know, I hate how people always doubt movies, soap operas, things on tv and especially asian dramas...those things reflect on what can actually happen in REAL life PEOPLE. Don't laugh at those things, because once you do, it'll happen to you :) So those who doubt and laugh at those things, they'll face those things. Damn...I want those boots.
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7:34 PM
♥ Friday, August 6, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"My last year huh..."
My last year of high school & you can't even spare me??? Seriously? Ugh. Senior Year's gonna be a DICK. WHATEVER. I'm READY.
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7:40 PM
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My Complicate Life ♥
"Don't doubt my smarts, douche"
UGH. Just how dumb can this guy get?! WTF. He says "Why can't people be happy?" I told him that that's like asking "Why is there no world peace?" Basically pointing out the obvious common sense that those are two things you can't control because this world works differently on different levels, and basically pointing out that that was a fuckin' retarded question. He always doubts what I say, and he said "no it's not" STFU, who's gone through more? ME. Who hasn't? YOU. DUHH. Just because he's older, doesn't make him any smarter than me. Experience counts more. Don't judge me dude. GAWD I swear he makes me just wanna rip out my hair every time I talk to him!!! Then I tell him my reasoning and he changes the damn subject! I was right, wasn't I? Douchebag. I HATE IT, I HATE IT THE MOST when people doubt my smarts I CANNOT go out with a guy like him because we'll be arguing till the next world war. DAMN. UGH. Makes me just wanna shoot myself in the mouth. THEN HE SAYS "UR POINT"?!?!?!?!? OMFGGGG SHOOOT HIM SOMEBODY DRIVE A SEMI AND RUN HIM OVER WHEN I GIVE YOU THE SIGNAL! OMFG.
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4:23 PM
♥ Thursday, August 5, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
I should've denied his request.
But then that would've made me seem like a bitch.
I'm about to turn into one.
___________________________________
& throw her a welcome back party my ass. No thanks, I'll pass.
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12:39 PM
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My Complicate Life ♥
"Why do I always have to deal with this mess?"
It's not just like a certain mess, but MESS as in PEOPLE. Ugh. I'm nice and I like people but sometimes people piss me off and it makes me hate people :/ EXPLAIN THAT. He sent me a friend request that I had found this morning...so supposedly he still cares :/ I knew he wasn't the type of guy who would just leave me to the side all in the dust by myself over on the darkside T___T But this mess still doesn't make sense. Btw, the shedevil is back. Anyway, I'm gonna be getting a new car later on this year, not gonna brag about it though, don't want people to hunt my car down and then try to destroy it somehow. Jealous people you know? You've seen it in movies. I hate bitches. LOL. Updates later.
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10:44 AM
♥ Tuesday, August 3, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I got more brains than your average Harvard student"
LOL I'm totally kidding, I doubt that, I just meant as in when it comes more to common sense! Here's my theory that I talked to one of my best friends about: We agreed that people who have more of the creative side are considered more smart and have more common sense than a BOOK smart person because they always read after a book and learn things from a book (not that it's bad since sometimes you need to) Which is why I think that the people who are artistically creative and have an artistic talent cannot catch up as fast and as much as the Book smart people because they have more common sense which has already taken up like half of their brain as reserved for their artistic smarts :D That's who I am...ARTISTICALLY SMART AND CREATIVE. I'm still gonna be doing Arts so that half of my brain gets one of each xD I don't wanna lose all of the common sense that I have from being Artistically smart & creative...I gotta admit...Art and music (mostly asian music/kpop) has increased my knowledge along with Asian dramas lol especially when dealing with common sense and I dont' wanna throw all of that away for Book knowledge :/ That's a waste if you have talent and you're gonna throw it away. I KNOW I have talent. You see, we just got SO much common sense that most of the stuff we learn from books sometimes don't make sense to us much because we learn from our surroundings MORE rather than straight from books. Art and Music (which is also a form of art) helps you think more complex and outside the box rather than trying to learn and gain knowledge from something that's already there and is imprinted in front of you. If that makes sense? LOL.
Soooo that bastard who threatened me on youtube was right, a girl would be considered as nothing if she didn't have brains or beauty....BUT in this case I do lmao...so that doesn't make him any better than me. xD
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7:55 PM
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My Complicate Life ♥
"Boy....I need a boy...."
Not really, but I feel like as if I'm getting too used to the fact that I was always in a relationship, I need to stop. It kinda kills my brain just thinking about it though. I just got two shots today, one on each arm...wasn't that bad, I still hate needles though, but I'm not scared of them. It seems like I can trust my doctor, I was scared for a second when she told my lil bro and my dad to step outside so she can do checkup...but then I realized she only wanted to know if I smoked, do drugs, or have sex and I told her no. It seems like I can tell her that stuff without having her tell my parents about it though. She told me she'll have me on birth control if I was having sex and stuff but nahhh. hahahahhaa. This douche ....ugh what can he not understand about the stuff that I say?? It kind makes me mad. Is he supposed to be my good luck charm? If so, can someone or he let me know in a DIFFERENT approach?? -____- Sheesh. I'm gaining weight and I need to lay off of the bad stuff.
I'm about to go type up my essay for scholarships and do the activity chart here in a second. I'm gonna be ready for this stuff, doesn't look like Senior year is gonna be that fun since I'll be hella busy...STRAIGHT! >.< Oh snaps, I forgot I had to call the lady too..
WELL GOTTA GO!
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8:39 AM
♥ Sunday, August 1, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I promise that I will try not to even have family get in the way"
So my mom's kinda a disappointment, my uncle's a dick, and my dad's a critic. Things get outta control when it comes to my half sis....she's gone through alot in her life and has had a rough life..and is still going through it and I understand that and I understand my condition compared to hers too but no need to make it so dramatic that you leave out your other daughter ...MOTHER!!! Sheesh it hurts actually I just tend to hide it alot, I usually don't come to my parents telling them about my feelings but I MIGHT as well when the time comes about it, esp to my dad gawd. Then my uncle...I lost ALL respect for him...UGH.