I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Thursday, December 31, 2009
My Complicate Life ♥
I'm hungry for your delicious lips... My mind is aching constantly, just thinking about being with you... This beautiful desire is sinking me down, down deep to the depths of hell... I want to feel your heartbeat, while I lay on top of you... And just feel the warmth of your body, while you just simply hold me in your arms... I want to think that I'm a fool to think this way, But even the devil wouldn't be able to help me... I just want to wish that I'm with you tonight, Because I just want to know what it's like to be with you... Dear god, This guilt has fulfilled its wishes... Can't you take it back? Can't you see that my mind is already in state, a state at which you cannot help? The whirlpool in my mind is growing stronger, gracefully creating a black hole... In which is creating my thoughts & decisions, to slowly drift away & to slowly disappear into thin air, and then into outer space... I want to tell him how I really feel, But this black hole has created a god-forsaken obstacle in which I cannot even withstand... Grant me the wish... to be by his side now... so that I can hold onto his hands, look into his romantic eyes, slowly lean in & have my lips touch against his... & whisper into his ear, "Your wish is my command..." May this beautiful desire come true... ~2010...