I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Thursday, December 31, 2009
My Complicate Life ♥
-Current Mood: Happy
Today, after I left the house to go eat at McDonald's with my family, my mom decided to go to the DMV, and of course I had to tag along because we were gonna go to other places afterwards. The line might I tell you, was CRAZY. My Dad & I think the reason is because the younger teens wanna hurry and get their DL or permits before this year ends since next year the law of having to be 17 or older to get a license will go into effect. No wonder why there were a whole buncha teens there. So I was in line with my mom for like 30-40 mins...it was a pain really, I don't know why this is how I see things, but I have to be honest with you people, & this is just MY opinion, & NO OFFENSE but it just seems like preps actually know something when it comes to taking the driving test T_T ...I mean I see all these teenage girls...all the smart looking ones...you know? The non-preppy ones...they didn't pass their tests, instead when this preppy looking girl has her test graded she passes...how weird...ANYWAY, while I was in line, I got a text message from somebody but didn't get a chance to read it because...YES I admit it people, I AM ashamed of my cellphone. After my mom was finally done at last, this one dude comes in with a camera and I'm like "DAMN IT. I don't wanna be on TV at the moment! *hides self*" lmao. Then when I got out in the car, I realized my middle school friend texted me and asked me if I was at the DMV and I texted back asking how did he know, & guess it must've slipped my mind, since he said he saw me but didn't know if it was me lol. I really wanted to meet him again and say hi too & maybe given him a hug...too bad I was in a krappy mood =/ curses. Afterwards, we went to a Korean Market, & I bought food and drinks and stuff, and the lady who owns the store told me I was pretty & had a pretty smile :D hehe :) that brought a smile upon my face the entire day, not only that but my friend told me the same thing through txting when he saw me x]. I went home after going to Wal-mart, and ate some Chap Chae which the lady who owned the store made, & she did a really good job at it too! It tasted really yummyyy :D i loved it!
When I was waiting to eat, I was still continuing watching Gayo Daejun! I saw SNSD perform Santa Baby & it was reallyyyy Cute!! <3 I like how since it's almost the end of 2009 they make a whole buncha girl and guy groups collaborate to either have dance battles or perform together with their songs or covers & also how they have it for 3 days straight! I can't wait when it comes to KPOP lol. But another good news is that I'm going to Oklahoma tomorrow! Yes! Finally out of Kansas haha. More update tomorrowww possibly, HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!! byebyeee x]