I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Saturday, January 23, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Currently: Smiling 4 U My Silly Goose :)
So it's a Saturday...& I'm at home...wth..I'm still managing to make it on my own..you know? Like still being happy, silly, goofy, and smiling for the guy I really have feelings for right now.. :) I thought my family & I were gonna go out today and go somewhere..like shopping perhaps..But no, we didn't because my dad went to work and I have no idea why. My mom told me that we're gonna go out to eat tomorrow, that's all I know. We're gonna be going to a Japanese Steak House..and um..hopefully I'll be able to eat tomorrow? Because with my sugery and all..it hasn't even been a week yet.. T_T But I REALLY REALLY wanna eat...I've been trying to force myself to hold back from eating all the stuff I used to always eat, because I want my mouth to heal..but It's too hard..it's like pressure y'know? I really want real food lol. But too bad how sometimes I still can't chew properly either...Bleh..won't be until the middle of next week or the end of next week when I can actually eat normal again. After I took a shower today I was admiring my skin and face, then all of a sudden I looked up and saw that I had a slight greenish-yellow bruise along the right side of my chin and I was like "wow...." I hadn't noticed it...till today, it's not extremely noticable but damn I didn't know I bruised because of the procedure, but okay lol. Bruises are normal for me. I bruise easily. Bleh still can't believe I got a C in English because I forgot to turn in my homework, ....ONLY because she didn't remind us we had to turn it into the basket,...!! Like I swear..she never said anythingggg to remind us that we had to turn it in, other than the day before when she told us she's giving us another day....yeaaah nvm. LOL. GRRR Hopefully my grade goes up! Sheesh, Haven't had a C in a class in one hell of a long time, last time was like 7th grade...0_0....But man...now like I'm feeling a bit queasy...and uneasy..because I just txted/msged him...but he's not replying back...maybe he's out with his friends doing stuff...Hopefully not kissing other girls and BLAH BLAH BLAH MAN ID BE MAD GR. Well he told me to trust him =/ ...but Idk...GRR What am I thinking and saying! blah Im out!