Current Mood: Waiting For You

Are you willing to wait for me...? I don't know how much longer this is gonna stretch out...I'm sorry if I hurt you later on...I really am...I really do like you...I don't plan on hurting anybody because those aren't my intentions but...I know my mistakes now...Please you don't ever have to talk to me again as long as you try to understand how I feel and what I mean...='[

Today...was alright...Although I did feel quite accomplished since I finished with my shoe drawing in Art class :D It turned out fantabulous LOL. I was really happy too, I'm nervous to find out what the next project is going to be. The shoe project was due today in class, she gave us a total of 3 days to work on it, so yeah, it was enough time, I'm glad I brought it home the first day rofl or else I wouldn't have finished it on time. Our next project starts next Monday & I'm realllyyyy curious to find out what it is. For my first class, Idk if whether or not my teacher will give us more time on our clay box project but I sure hope so, I'm glad I kept some clay and kept it at home so I can work on the stuff, I'm really determined to come up with the msot creative designs more than anybody else & impress the teacher, so far my box looks accurate so I'm satisfied with that. I just feel that I might spend too much time thinking of how it'll look afterwards rather than actually thinking about how the designs are going to be and how I'm gonna put my mind to it. It's always been like that for me. I have homework for Calculus but Idk if I should do it this weekend or not...depends on if I have time or not, I understand most of the stuff but I'm sure it'll get harder...I'm also happy I finished my derogative essay in English class just on time today too. I worked hard on it last night for the rough draft then all I had to do was right the final draft but surprisingly it took me the entire hour to do so..=/ amazing isn't it. So now this weekend is to relax and not think or worry about things too much and just have fun & get inspired with my artwork. I realized that I can just not worry about a thing if I just have fun & not pay attention to what everybody else is doing so much. I just gotta remember that though rofl. Although..I know I got my own issues to deal with & to possibly solve if I can...this semester might possibly drive me crazy enough to even drop every relationship I have with everyone...0_0 It might sound scary but it's worth it, because like I have said and promised to myself before...I would drop anything that would get in my way of succeeding and trying to reach my goal. That's the gist of it really. The guy I like...he seems like he's a bit sad and always stressed about everything..especially about our deal...because he said he wants to be with me but I don't know what to do I can't just leave the guy that I'm with. Because I have feelings for him too =/ ....Gahhhh. This sucks. I don't know what to do at all, but i'm not gonna worry about it because I got other things to do. So yeah. Anyway, I'm currently LOVING HyunAh's new solo song!!! CH CH CH CHANGE! hahaha :D *heart* Now i'm just waiting for the other member's solo releases and upcoming and new SNSD!! YAY. HEHEHE :) Later loves. x]