Currently: Losing It...
Damn I don't know what to do anymore, my life is just so god damn complicated..=/ I mean seriously. If it's not my parents that are in my way, I actually let people step all over me because I'm such a nice person 0_0...I asked one of my close friends to judge the still life drawing of mine today, and he said it was good...but he said that the other chick's drawing is the best -__- & that chick happens to be one of the people I really don't like nor get along with...Yeah I'm not gonna let her get to me, well I'll try not to even though I've already felt that way but shit..I feel already pressured enough that I don't know what I'm actually gonna try to do anymore..All of the things are so close together..and they're pressuring me like crazy! UGH. I think I'm gonna go wild. Honestly at this moment in time, I don't even know what to think, I'd rather be in a 5 month coma thanks. lol. Geez...I wish I could find myself again..I just need to get myself together! Be inspired, be influenced! Aggghhh...What am I to do...Ottoke? lol...man that isn't even funny anymore...Look at my horoscope yo:
Daily Horoscope for Today:
"The emphasis for the day makes a major shift into the home and family life, and it seems to do so with one objective: to relieve you of some kind of burden or over-the-top responsibility that you've been waiting to let go of for some time. This is a very positive combination that's all about finding the inspiration and satisfaction from having brought things from a worse state to a better one. It is a good time to reflect on your achievements, but not good for resting on them, because a new adventure is about to unfold."
Just exactly what I had expected...Man I really DO need to get myself together! And that new adventure sounds scary...0_0 THIS IS GONNA BE THE SCARIEST RIDE OF THE YEAR!!! (maybe, it could get worse, but I don't wanna think about it!)
My Love Horoscope:
"Your energies are not at their best today, Aries, and if you are not careful, this will have an effect on your romantic affairs. Overall you are beyond cranky, and are even feeling a little belligerent, impatient, and argumentative. Whether you are single or attached, disagreements are likely to erupt because you aren't willing to overlook minor irritations as normally as you usually do. You may also find yourself in the midst of confrontations with others, but these will prove fruitful for you so long as you keep your anger in check. Overall there is an underlying air of competition in your love life, and this is what is propelling your moods. This is all perceived and there is no reality to back this up, so take things easy today and tomorrow will bring renewed energy."
Aw damn...T_T...I just hope tomorrow will be a better day at least...Sheesh what happened to last week? lmao It was going all good and everything...Stupid piece of krap life..Well I'm currently watching "The Secret Life of The American Teenager" some good stuff haha, it reflects upon life issues right now so yeah. Updates tomorrow. Nite.