Currently: At the Edge of Conscience

My gawd, today I realized how much this world has began to become so....trashy...T_T I didn't know another good word for it lmao. But after continuing to watch Beyond the Realm of Conscience, my parents told me that that's how the world actually is on the outside...I'm gonna go ahead and be straight honest, but some people don't try and look beyond things and attempt to lurk beyond the possibilities in order to have a conscience about life because they're so narrow-minded, & I really don't like those people. I, myself, have gone through things in the past before, and realized that there's much more to this world than just beyond what the human eyes can see. Us humans may nearly make anything possible. What bothered me the most today was the fact that I realized how people have lost so much respect for other people lately...Especially, in America, where I live now =/ I'm not saying that other countries aren't disrespectful either but I'm stating simply on what I see & have experienced or actually experiencing. Today, I was at Wal-Mart and we were in an aisle looking at some stuff for my mom, and while I was reading the back of a box and talking to my mom at the same time, some chick just squeezes in, and pushes her way through between us just to get into the aisle..that pisses me off...there's such thing as "Excuse me." or "May I get through, please?" Or maybe considering going around...-___- psshh lmao yeah right, there are only about a few people nowadays who are as polite and respectful as that, I honestly think in my opinion that America provides too much freedom for people nowadays that they don't even respect people anymore, maybe this is the answer to why we've lost some respect from other countries and people?? Sheesh, open your eyes people, is your conscience here?! Damn..& THEN, after that happened, ANOTHER lady with a shopping cart was waiting out by the aisle that we're in and just stood there and waited and said nothing. HELLO, you gotta mouth, use it to say and tell us that you need to get through!! >=[ my gawd people it aint hard! You're not gonna get arrested for being polite and speaking up! Unless she was racist, then I wouldn't be surprised. =/ But then like my dad saw her and he said "Oh, you need to go through into this aisle?" then she said "Yes, I do" and I was like "T___T....*annoyed*" Then I started saying stuff in viet xD I said to my parents *translation* "Oh my gawd..she should've said she needed to get through...are you kidding me? people nowadays.." Then my dad was like "Yeah...she could've gotten around..to get into the aisle.." Lmao. & then I was like PEOPLE THESE DAYS!!! I just think that if you respect other people, then they'll respect you back...No need to complain or bitch about it if you're going to disrespect other people then get bashed for being that way =/ am I right? Basically, I'm just sick and tired of hearing people complain when it's basically their fault..I chose to change myself throughout my own life in order to fix my mistakes and not make the dumb ones over and over again and not learn my lesson..Sometimes I may disrespect also, but it would be like standing up for someone or something that actually has a good meaning to it. Or intentionally meaning to have a good meaning lol. You know what I mean.

My Daily Horoscope: