I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Friday, January 15, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Currently: Neutral
Bleh..I thought Id decide to update before I went to bed...So yeah..I'm extremely tired & exhausted today which is why I'm deciding to go to bed a bit early. Which is good for my health anyway so I don't mind. It also helps relax my mind for the next day and it improves my skin complexion and you get the idea lol. =/ Hardly talked to anybody online today, I only felt like continuing watching Beyond the Realm of Conscience with my mom again, and it feels nice because every time when I watch dramas they put my worried mind somewhere else...or give me more strength & encouragement and help me not to think about the stuff that stresses me out or bother me. I don't know what to do with my love life anymore to be honest, I just feel like I have other important things to do rather than deal with all of this love krap. I wouldn't say that the next relationship I get into will be necessarily called "using" that person, but more of wanting the comfort and support that I need since I don't have a close best friend any longer like how I used to...Sometimes I find myself feeling really lonely and I get that feeling that I really need somebody there to talk to me and what not. I'm sure I'm not the first who's felt that way. I'm glad I don't have any homework, but I'm still nervous about the pain I'm gonna go through on Monday with my wisdom teeth and all. Today at school was actually a pretty good day, I had a ton of good laughs. :) So I could think about that and smile about it, but when it comes to the other things...I can't help it but it turns my smile upside down =/ But you know the drama that I'm watching with my mom right now is REALLY good haha It's getting very interesting. I realized that my personality kinda crawls back and forth between the two main female characters of the drama
If they don't impress you when you look at these pictures, I suggest you watch the drama yourself & judge them then haha, because they are beyond gorgeous in real life, and their beauty shines throughout the entire drama. These two chicks here are Charmaine Sheh, & Tavia Yeung lol :) I admire them both... Well I ran outta things to say rofl..Off to bed now, Night-night!