Currently: A Nerdy Loner
Well..I really DO feel like a nerdy loner right now...I feel so lonely at the moment & for some reason I like keeping it that way because being alone feels...sorta nice and peaceful. The nerdy part belongs to the category as to which I always wanna do my best in school & I was stressing out today about the fact that how I realized most people in my art class can be so creative...with the colors and lines...I don't know what to do...OTTOKE?! lol....T_T I REALLY REALLY xINFINITY wanna win at the Project's Fair...I'll do whatever it takes to do my best, even if it means taking the time out of my freakin' Calculus class (unless I was failing or whatever) BUT HEY I LOVE art and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to exceed and be SUCCESSFUL. I feel the same way about my 1st hour class now too...I just don't know what to think at this moment really. My heart is also broken at the same time, this is probably gonna be the 2nd time that my heart's gonna be scarred. =/ ='[ unfortunately...Where did I go wrong? Maybe I'm thinking that it's karma...But oddly strange...My horoscope is mostly true now..it's scary actually...I just kinda imagine it happening like Final Destination but in a better way lmao. I just got done watching Final Destination 4 yesterday so yeah. I need to look for that inspiration again...Just haven't gotten the time so I'm probably going to take the advantage tonight...My heart aches right now...I love him so much...Why did this ever happen...Every time I think about it I wanna break down even though we haven't even broke up yet...but I feel the time coming up soon...Nothing lasts forever...=/ Blah...Updates maybe later tonight or tomorrow...Later...wish me luck.
My Daily Horoscope:
"Saturn powerfully affects you, Aries, because of his retrograde in your relationship house. Maybe something looked like it was going to be forever, but now it does not, or maybe something that was fading away is now coming back into strength. Saturn is moving very slowly now, so it will be some time before things fully play out. Continue on the course you know is right for you; Saturn is testing that course to make sure it's "sea-worthy". You can be sure that whatever or whoever is not acting in your best interests is being borne away now."
-Saturn? As in the planet right? That's...like my favorite planet LOL. But anyways...Wow this is so true, & this is like kinda like giving me advice on what road to choose haha...but man I shouldn't be too calm at this moment in time...
MY Love Horoscope:
"There will be a change of energy in this period of romance for you, Aries, so you want to think more and say less right now. This is a time where observation will come in very handy for you, as this could be a challenging time otherwise emotionally. Whether you are single or attached, you may find that emotions, perhaps coming from another person or event, are in disharmony to your romantic dreams and goals. This energy can stifle any imagination you may have, resulting in an emotional confrontation with romantic partners or interests. Try to find out what brought out this confrontation and see if you can deal with it or it needs to be let go. Sometimes it really is better to just walk away, and if you pay attention more than you speak, you will have the right cues sent to you today on your next steps."
- So...pay attention more and speak less? I've done that today, I've read these horoscopes before I went to school LOL. Sometimes these are like warnings to me. So yeaah..But man...this is gonna be a challenge.
Fortune Cookie of the Day:
"Love begets love."
-Probably...