I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Tuesday, January 19, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Currently: Daydreaming
Oh wow it nearly almost slipped my mind that I haven't updated my blog yet =O I should be ashamed of myself lol which I am lol. But you know I realized today that my cousin always has my back covered :) She's such an amazing person and fun to be around with too. Who knew that this dude I just started liking would capture my attention soooo fast, I just hope that I'm not making a mistake. =/ I know I make a lot of mistakes but lets not go on with this lmao. Anyway, I'm just wishing I can see him again soon...I really wanna see him soooo bad it's not even funny!! Oh btw, I decided to move on from my ex...I realized he's such an a-hole for doing what he did...after I talked to my cousin it's pretty much cleared up. So now I'm sure he's doing just fine in forgetting about me also since he likes another girl so it's not a problem right?? Yeah okay I hope it won't be. I'm going back to school tomorrow blah,...and my face is still swollen wth and I can hardly eat normally too nor brush my teeth correctly. But aghh oh well, this is the one last time I'm dealing major pain with in my mouth HOPEFULLY!!! Man I want real food at the moment...But man I was freaking out today earlier...I think I should have a reason to? Because it felt like I was losing my ability to draw...Idk like for some reason ever since I started freaking out over the fact that I need to win or draw faces better lol I started like having this freakout thing like a mental breakdown you know? ...Man I need to stop and I need to stop saying man lol. Well It's late I gotta go to bed soon for school and it's also for the sake of my face as well lol. So PeACE!