I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Friday, January 1, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
-Current Mood: Trapped
Happy New Year's Everybody!!! & sheesh I JUST got home from Oklahoma awhile ago, and people would NOT leave me alone, I'm tired & stressed! Maybe it's because I've been having relationship issues lately...and feeling a bit odd...on the inside, I haven't been eating much today at all, I haven't even smiled that much, I keep getting all cranky, and worst of all!! I hardly shopped!! Or even made a big deal about it!! GAH. I must be going psycho, plus school's gonna be on monday too =/ sheesh give me a break people. & LIFE. But it's all good now, I mean today wasn't all that bad, it was decent. Plus, I'm talking to a certain special someone who makes me smile a lot at the moment :) I really can't stop smiling when I talk to him...grrrrr. I'm going nuts haha. This has been bothering me though, but i'm actually excited yet scared to see what 2010 has in store for me T_T I mean as complicated as my life already seems & IS...there might be more drama coming up possibly...and more stress and competition in school and idk what the hell else lol but I hope its more of on the good side then the bad. My life is already starting to be like an Asian Drama really 0_0 its scary yet kinda kool & I think I'm crazy and kinda dumb for saying that it's "kool" hahaha but seriously I'm an Asian Drama fanatic too. But i'm exhausted maybe more updates coming up tomorrow, when I GET MY NEW LAPTOP!! YAY!!! Happy New Year's!!