I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Thursday, January 7, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Current Mood: Inspired
Today...well it was actually better than I had expected & thought. :) & Just to think I was actually gonna think of wasting this good day by hoping that school would get cancelled because of the weather lmao. It was FREEZING this morning, but got better in the afternoon, but knowing that things are due tomorrow & mainly because I got a math quiz tomorrow I really don't want school tomorrow xD I haven't been able to get a chance to do a lot of my math homework...I get lazy when it comes to math really...especially when it's boring CALCULUS.. gross lmao. The only thing I like about that class is that my other two friends make me laugh a lot in that class & we have the best times ever in there with amazing and hilarious memories lol. But today...I felt accomplished...MISSION SUCCESS on my shoe drawing!! for Art class lol I'm so happy about that because it turned out better than like everybody else's compared to theirs lol NO OFFENSE. I'm really competitive & I wanna try my best to exceed well...succeed then exceed :D lol. A lot of people complimented it so I'm proud of what I had done. Now....just the other Art class to put my skills into matter! Hwaiting! I'm not giving up whatsoever...I just need more time to work on the things that I wanna focus on & NEED to focus on...weekdays aren't much of help whatsoever. I'm inspired to do a lot of things dealing with art at the moment so yeah :). I DONT WANT SCHOOL TOMORROW lol even though I know we're gonna have school tomorrow =[ *sniff sniff* Glad I got my favorite teacher again for advocacy this time! :) But just as I expected...It's Thursday night & my eyes are feeling tired, exhausted, and it's aching and burning...and my eyelids wanna close...Glad tomorrow's Friday! Sheesh I need my beauty sleep!! :) I'm scared of breakouts & bags and dark circles around my eyes so yeaahh haha. But every week near the end of the week I get this like...flow of exhaustion around my eyes making me wanna sleep in...which sucks because I can't focus on Thursdays or Fridays at school much because of how tired I am. lol. But arrasoooo I'ma probably update tomorrow morning if I got the time :D Happy Snow Loves x]!! hahaha.
PS - I totally think my next inspired artwork would probably be 4MINUTE or SNSD :D who knows?! haha but if I got a choice I will do them.