I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
NOTE**: I DO NOT OWN THE ICONS THAT ARE ON EACH OF MY POSTS, THE ICONS ARE CREDITED TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS, THANK YOU [CREDITS TO: K-pop Icons]
♥ Thursday, January 28, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Currently: Falling Into a Beautiful Yet Fatal Love
Gawsh, what can I say? I really think I'm starting to fall for him...& I just hope that I'm not being fooled by him. I don't want to have my heart broken again, and usually if I do get my heart broken again and if it hardly effects me, then I'll know it's nothing to worry about..BUT on the other hand, if my heart is actually shattered and if I'm really effected by it...then I'll know that he was the one I loved...Sheesh I already told myself not to get into this kind of 'gay-ass' mess anymore..but I can't help it..It's like high school..and everybody's getting influenced on everything lmao. Watching The Secret Life of the American Teenager actually ties in with this kinda stuff sorta, well I meant the whole influencing thing, because right now so far I'm not seeing any true love or any of that going on as much. But man blah..I think I was about to lose it today...holy krap..Like about the whole Sunday thing...I don't even think I'm gonna be able to see him this week :( Gawsh it's so hard for me to get out and see him..like wth..I REALLY wanna see him!!! UGH! WHY WHY WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME WHEN I RLY LIKE A GUY?! AGGHH!! Can't even get to see his handsome, adorable, and cute face :( blah yeah whatever I know I need to stop whining but I can't help myself when he lives all the way across town from me, and we go to different schools! & my damn parents are strict as hell! Yeah I know my life can get worse ugh. At least he's there for me =/
Well I'm having issues with trying to pursue my career right now..I really love Art and I know I can do better on it, but I have no time since I'm Science -___- and it just sucks..because Idk I may have a passion for art that I've never experienced before, but so far I'm finding myself more interested in dancing and singing 0_0 shocking I know right? I can't even dance lmao, and singing I'm decent at it but I would never be in a school play or musical and be a main character that sings because well..first of all I wouldn't make it anyway haha. Our school needs better musicals and plays anyway, so yeah. Unless it's something good, I won't audition for it. That's just how I am, it's like, don't make me sing a song I don't wanna sing, you know? lol. But anyway, I gotta continue working on this drawing for my love. :) Peace out. Updates as of tomorrow. PS - Our school has an underground tunnel...0_o supposedly around a 4-hour walk..and my friend and I are gonna "explore" it later tomorrow..hopefully we aren't being fooled. Fingers crossed? Hoping for a funny and kool and great adventure? lol.