I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Sunday, January 17, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Current Mood: Melancholy
Hopeless. Useless. Wasteful. Blah I don't even know what to do anymore..It's like I feel guilty but I no longer wanna hold him back and make him suffer with the things I need to do and he's kinda in my way of wanting to do these things =/ by making ME feel guilty. He's the one who had feelings for another girl..the one who basically broke up by onliiiiine...had contact and could contact me but wouldn't because he obviously doesn't care, and just doesn't wanna do it -__-. I don't know, it's like at one point I'm really sad but then again something is telling me that I need to get through my own issues first because my goals are my number one priority, and the number one priority is not love. Although I wouldn't mind being in a relationship but I don't think I'd go that far as to a commitment anymore =/ maybe I don't know. Anyways, tomorrow's the day when I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled out, I don't know if they're going to knock me out or make me feel dizzy and numb me...but either way I just hate pain and I don't wanna go through and experience the after pain but I have to T_T unfortunately, but since other people have done it, I can do it too :) So it's all good in the hood homies lmao jk. I really think I need to improve on my human drawings lmao (not actually funny but yeah) so that I can actually have a chance at winning at the project's fair!!! GAH! So competitive...-___- Well I'm gonna go set up the drama for my family & I to watch so peace out guys! Updates tomorrow! GAH WISH ME LUCK! D: