I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Thursday, January 21, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Current Mood: LOL, WTF
Lol I swear I'm so tired I nearly passed out on my bed then went back onto my laptop to check my AIM chatbox, then I just remembered that I hadn't updated my blog yet but wowwwww my ex is already dating another chick lol wtf. It's like really funny because she's not even attractive no offense lol, I know I might get bad luck or karma after saying that but yeaah..& Like we just broke up last week and now he's already with somebody else? Or is that bastard trying to make me jealous?? Lol yeah if so, it's not working honey. lol. I'm too tired to say anything else really..I just wanna go to bed lol. Oh yeah I got a Calculus test tomorrow and I didn't even study or do my study guide thing...or whatever it is lol. Yep totally gonna fail the exam, not on purpose lol, but yeaaah unless I'm lucky I might pass it but that's like a 20% chance. I might be going to the movies with my friends tomorrow to go see "Legion" Who knowsss, we were supposed to go see 2 movies but my parents were strict about me being out for too long blah blah blah. Sheesh I think I'm just gonna be totally a loser once I be an adult like seriously? Thanks mom, thanks dad T_T *sarcasm* UGH. Treating me like I'm a little kid when I'm a freakin' teen lol. I'm not THAT rebellious...if they treated me a bit better I'd probably even think about being like the best kid they've ever had lmao. Yeah right. B/c they prefer my half older sister over me which is sad on my part. But I would be a good kid though to prove to them that I was worthy of having more freedom. FATHER I WANNA BE ALLOWED TO DATE WHEN IM 18 :) lol Random. Blahhh. Night peeps. :D