I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Tuesday, January 12, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Currently: Finding My Way
Wow if only I knew how to update the the blog poster thing sooner it would've helped me like 2x better compared to the old one 0_0. The reason why I don't like Tuesdays are because they come after Monday...& I think this day is just useless because it's like a day that teases you, thinking a day has gone by but actually even though it makes you think that way but you got like 3 more damn days along the week. Hoping that my art teacher will come back tomorrow..because we were still continuing to do that assignment that I'm so bad at....It makes me feel ashamed when I see other people do better than me =/ Now I'm REALLY scared to find out how I paint...=[ Yesterday wasn't so good..last night talking to the two guys...or actually 3 but at different times...all nothing good...What has this world done to me...I have a four day weekend coming up so I'll probably er...most LIKELY be using that time to study & practice for the ACT to get myself prepared, the score I got on the practice one was not so good...decent for a practice test where you haven't studied at all or even prepared for it...but not good enough for the actual test. It's weird how teachers and people always scare you in reality about some things but sometimes they don't come out that bad...I heard from a friend that her sister took the ACT and got a score below the score that they require and she still got into college -__- I don't get it. I think honestly teachers are just trying to make us do our best to actually try to get a scholarship, because I know I want one so I will definitely not back down. I'm really wanting to see God of Study right now...but unfortunately there's only been 2 episodes so far...& plus including the fact that every time when I'm trying to see it, the video says "VIDEO UNAVAILABLE; License pending in your territory" Like wth...What license? Sheesh, I mean seriously...If people in other countries can see it, why can't we? lol. I wouldn't be complaining if I lived in Korea though :) hehe. But now I gotta read this thing assigned for English class. A quick glance at the story already shows me I don't even understand it lmao. Hopefully....tomorrow, or tonight will go good...AT LEAST tomorrow ....GOD OF STUDY CAST!! :D