I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Sunday, January 10, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Current Mood: Sad & Worried
I'm sorry I didn't update yesterday, I totally didn't feel like it, I was just trying to get my mind off of school for once, and it worked because My parents & I were watching a brand new Hong Kong Drama called "The Realm Beyond Conscience" It's really good even though the setting is like way ancient lol. Like...it's only been the FIRST week since 2nd semester has gone by & yet it felt like foreverrrrr. I still feel a bit of nervousness to come to each class everyday, but then I get used to it once I'm actually sitting in the class. Yesterday, we went to go buy my art stuff for art class and the art stuff was really expensive...Although I think it's worth it since I like drawing, I'm still nervous about painting because IT IS harder than drawing...So then, yesterday after I got home I spent like 3 hours working on the Clay stuff. I'm gonna continue that again today btw. I like keeping myself busy it's fun. I got really tired early yesterday & tried going to sleep early but didn't work so just had to get myself tired somehow then, early this morning somebody called 3 times at 6 in the morning and it got me mad since I already had trouble sleeping last night...ehh but found out that when I woke up this morning...I was in the bathroom washing my face and my mom came in and told me that our family members from Vietnam called & told her that my Grandma has cancer....She also told me that...the family members over there are hiding it from her ..the fact that she has cancer I mean...='[ I'm really sad...throughout my entire life I've only got to spend time with her for only about 2 years then I saw her a year ago but for only a week...I love my grandma to death...& knowing the fact that she might..yeaaaah...It hurts me & I was crying a bit this morning while making myself some Ramyung...=[ They said that if they go with the surgery now...there might be a chance that she might not make it since she's too old...Idk what to say or think...but also the thing is that...It runs through the family also =/ I'm not worried about myself whatsoever, I'm ready to go with whatever this world has in store for me. I'm ready to fight against it. Anything that's against me. Anyway, more updates either later today or tomorrow...Byeee =[...