I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Friday, February 5, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Current Mood: Tears Behind the Enraged Eyes..
I'm so god damn pissed right now. I don't even know what to say. There's so much that I wanna say, but I can't bring myself to say it all because there's SOOO much that I need and WANT to say but it'll all come out like a big BLAHLSKJDFWPOEIJFSL. So it went perfectly fine, today was perfectly fine...It was decent alright? No drama, no nothing, but just ran into some irritating people. But hey, my parents let me go to the mall tomorrow with my friend, and I'm going to meet my bf up there too...BUT My fuckin parents decided to tell me that they're gonna be there too, not hanging with us but still in the same place. They need to get off my back for once, I'm so tired of them not leaving me any damn privacy, I'm almost 17 for god sakes..I don't know what to do..I just feel like my life is so pointless, and useless at the moment because I can't do anything, this is really driving me insane. I'm going to see him tomorrow no matter what and that's final because I don't get to see him and this is my only chance to! I'm not letting anybody or anything get in the way of that. FML. I'm crying right now, but no one cares. Because I'm still independent..What am I to do? Am I doing the wrong things? I don't feel like I am, maybe I have been slacking off a bit on things, but I don't know anymore. I'm not even looking forward to tomorrow like I was earlier before till she fuckin told me she was gonna be int he same place as me. I'm done. Done with my parents. I'd rather die right now thanks. I don't wanna look at my future. No more.