I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Sunday, February 21, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Currently: Stressing On My Own
Bleh with hardly any support from people, I feel like I'm always dealing with these things on my own, not that it's a bad thing but I guess it'll just leave me more prepared. Yesterday...before I went shopping with my parents again..I talked to one of my good friends...I like him and all, it's just that he's wanting to date me, but I really don't wanna date anyone at this moment in time. I'm actually serious this time because I really do have alot of work to deal with and I wanna try and get on track, I'm trying my best to keep myself on track this time because I feel like I'm starting to slack still...because of the fact that I have already gotten used to that. Also, another thing is that I'll probably hurt him..and he's already gone through alot of pain already, he gets "emotionally stressed and hurt" real easily if you know what I mean...& well his relationships haven't worked out so far..I guess sorta rejecting him yesterday hurt him a bit too..I didn't mean to, maybe I could try and talk to him tomorrow or something just to make up for it...Bleh..Anyway, KPOP! hahaha, I can't wait for Hyori, T-Ara, and KARA's comeback this month!! Ahhh can't wait, there are more artists who are making comebacks soon too, just don't remember who else, but I know the Wonder Girls will be releasing their new album in April in America and Korea. :D Hoping to hear from more artists!!! :) Kpop makes me happy, and smiley!