I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Wednesday, February 17, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Currently: About to Flip Out
God damn...I broke the chain...I didn't even update the blog yesterday -___- Sorry I was sick and out of it and didn't remember, I had too much fun watching youtube videos yesterday then watched The Secret Life...so yeah....Then I started feeling tired early yesterday (as I had expected) So I thought it'd be a good idea for me to go to sleep early. I'm probably gonna do that for the rest of this week, now I'm starting to realize that I guess it was a good thing the guy and I went on a "break" at least I still think so =/ Anyway I gotta get ready for school now. I only update now so that I won't lose the chain but TOO LATE!
So...today I realized I was much more sick than I had thought. I refused to take my medicine in the mornings for the past two days now and I guess I just got paid back by having this massive runny nose, it just feels like shitty allergies that's what it feels like -__- Well..not as bad as my allergies used to be anyway. But today my mommy put me through this what I call "At Home Sauna Remedy" & it's like going to an actual sauna but I sat in the kitchen with a boiling pot of water and then my mom covered me with a blanket then all the hot steam is supposed to make me sweat so that I'll feel better. I DO feel a bit better, it just felt really nice, my skin feels nice and my face looks refreshed too afterwards lol but not anymore. I'm continuing to sneeze, with a stuffy nose and krap. Hahaha this just reminds me of how back then I saw this one pic of Nam Gyuri, ex-member of Seeya now...How she just took pics of herself looking at how refreshed she looked and stuff while she was in the sauna. :) Man, I hate my life right now, but I'm actually enjoying being single. Anyways, i had a total EPIC FAIL moment awhile ago, it was crazy, I was trying to burn these performances onto a DVD, so I went to go get a blank disc and inserted it into my mom's laptop then when I got the program all set up about ready to burn it, the thing tells me that I need to insert an actual DVD burner disc..and so I was like "Wth..I did!!!" So kept redoing it over and over, *(NOTE: I was in the dark while doing this) then I was like.."Fine lemme recheck the disk" then it said "CD" and I was like "Damn...-___-" I felt SO STUPID, I totally forgot the blank DVD discs were inside the computer room not out in the living room so I got the wrong discs the whole entire time. anyway lol I got things all cleared up now. I feel like krap right now, Guess I'm going to bed early tonight too =/