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The Girl


About Me::.
name:: Sophitia
bday:: 3/27
height:: 157cm
weight:: 45kg
ethnicity:: Asian/Viet&proud!
place:: Kansas
Other::
I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff, I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/. I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol. People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage & confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know. My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time, but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]

Email : Ask me, maybe i'll give it 2 you.

Cravings


LOVES

-Pandas♥
-Hello Kitty(Sanrio!)
-My Cousin
-Traveling -Asian Music
-Asian horror movies
-Asian dramas
-FOOD (esp. asian food)
-Siberian huskies<3
-Turkish Angoras<3
-BaBu Bear(morning glory!)
-Writing Novels
-Blogging
-Drawing
-SoBe
-Playing diabolo
-Videogames
-Final Fantasy
-Kingdom Hearts
-Singing
-Modeling
-Shopping!!(esp. w/ cousin!)
-Fall&Winter
-Fashion
-Makeup
-Sweets
-Fobby Stuff ^_^
-Ulzzangs&UlzzangStyle!
-My Buddies
-Helping ppl out
-Anime;Vampire Knight<3
-Manga

DISLIKES
-Liars
-Insects
-Dolls
-Fakers/posers
-Rude, disrespectful ppl
-Ppl who start drama
-Gossipers
-'know-it-alls'
-Show offs
-Stuck ups
-Bossy ppl
-Racist ppl/Racism
-Discrimination
-Judgemental ppl
-Narrow-minded ppl
-Haterz
-Copycatters
-Nosy Ppl
-Preps&those 'kind' of girls
-Balloons
-Loud noises
-Cramped places
-The Dark

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Saturday, February 13, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Currently: Pretending

Blah..I don't feel like wanting to deal with this anymore...this drives me insane..literally..I can't even sleep that good anymore...Right now, I just feel like I was being lied to...but I don't know anymore, I can't believe I stayed up a bit last night talking to my ex..wtf that was NOT supposed to happen, but I had to clear things up with him that he needs to get over me. I feel like I betrayed my own feelings and the guy I really like by doing that...it's just so hard to face and talk to the guy I really like now...because..I can't accept the fact that we're only friends (for now?) & I find it hard to bring myself to talk to him and stuff then I get all paranoid because he's friends with all of these girls...and shit...I don't know what to do...I remembered...I was going to plan on leaving my hair long, but obviously that didn't happen or else my hair would've been all the way down to my lowerback now..but it's not because I was so depressed last year about my first old love..that I just literally cut it off about like 4-5 inches off, bringing it all the way short to like mid-neck length 0_0 I looked like a little kid...but I just kept thinking to myself.. "Why keep myself looking all good and beautiful when he doesn't even pay attention to me.." so then BAM I cut it off..I guess that's like another easier way to deal with things rather than getting depressed and cutting yourself over it. Another reason why I cut it off last year was because I looked at it as starting a new beginning, once I cut my hair, I can have a brand new, fresh start, and forget about what all happened in the past, it worked...but for only a short while till we both started crawling back to each other again. But things happened =/. I feel like cutting it off again..Idk just for the heck of it..but nah I probably won't because it took me one hell of awhile to actually get it to grow out this long..and I wanna be able to have it grow out long..and I'm not gonna get all super depressed over a guy I only dated for 2 weeks... =/ "T-Ara - Lies" lol.... Good song, and definitely represents how I feel at this moment in time. Anyway I gotta brush my teeth lmao I'm still in bed. Parents are gonna wonder, updates later, Vday tomorrow -_____- peace..
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Ehhh this day...this weekend...just thinking about my life right now makes me feel sick to my stomach...Life is like half way towards hell right now for me.. T_T ... So we went to go eat at a buffet earlier today for brunch lol then we went tothe asian market, then to the pawn shop..idk what for, then walgreens, then walmart, then the car wash and now here I am...Valentine's Day tomorrow...and Lunar New Years..I got no Valentine ): Yeah still too early to determine lol. Oh well. My other friend doesn't really count lol. Because of his sexual orientation lol so yeah. But hopefully we're having steak for dinner today...& yes I'm still hurt and still wondering about the whole relationship thing...it just kinda left me in a state of shock..



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