Currently: Feeling like Bashing on Rude people (lol)

This is a no brainer, but now I just realized that the complications I go through life are there for a reason. It's for me to grow stronger, grow more mature, learn more, and learn how to get through these things myself. Pshh I don't need my parents to support me ALL the time you know? Well I'm starting to grow more anxious in my current relationship right now...It's only been a about a week since we've gone out, and YET I still feel like it's been forever since we've last seen each other (which it has, but he's seen me for a couple of seconds past couple of weeks ago) AND it also feels like foreverrrr until we're actually gonna see each other again. I really don't feel like asking my parents to get out of the house this weekend whatsoever..But I'm gonna have to try, even if it means I might not be able to see him...but..man..Damn parents gotta be so freakin' strict. =/ Ugh makes me wanna gag. Even worse than my ex dating that one chick...OKAY  well maybe not THAT extremly gag worthy lmao but yeah...still a pain in the ass to deal with though T_T ...CAN'T WAIT TILL I'M AN ACTUAL ADULT! SHEESH GOD DAMN IT. Lmao I won't be homesick for a long ass time. xD Harsh..haha. But yeah my lovely friend wanted to see if I could get out this weekend, to go to the mall with her and maybe it could be like a double date kindaaaa thing..Idk how we're gonna plan this out but I gotta see how conferences go first....OH DAMN conferences this week -__- I just realized...and REMEMBERED. The only chance I got to ask my dad for sure, is tomorrow...which is  also the day when my mom gets her internal stomach checked up and then CONFERENCE for me...ugh...Man I just hope I still don't have a C in English...or I'd be screwed. & then I don't know what the hell my teachers are gonna be saying to my dad..I'm just blahh...Whatever lol. Even so, I'll figure out something soon, because I have to kiss him before our 1 month anniversary comes lmao..Or that'd be really sad... :( Extremly sad...UGH. I WANNA kisssss him soooo baaaad. Haha not trying to sound like a freak :D But anyway...earlier I don't know what in the world my mom was thinking but she called her doctor to have him talk to me on the phone about her medications, and supposedly that's the doctor that she already met to talk about doing the procedure for tomorrow. He's such an ass ...Like after reading to him what the medication said..because my mom took the wrong medication..He was like "She took it?" "& I said "yeah" (but I was honestly thinking in my head "ass....") lmao. Then he told me that she'll be fine as long as she drinks liquid blah blah blah and I said "alright.." then I gave the phone back to her because I had NOTHING else to say whatsoever..then he told her the same thing, and then just hung up on her while she was saying "Thank you Doctor" and I was like thinking "OMG HE'S SUCH A D*CK! WTF WAS THAT." I'm sorry, but no matter who, or what the hell you are (lmao) I just think that people have no right to be rude to other people like that..especially when you're a doctor and you're like that to your patients...I really don't give a fuck about what their excuses might be because I really have a strong passion of dislike towards people who are rude. As a matter of fact, I told my mom that I think he's racist because of the fact that I'm sure he got annoyed when my mom handed me the phone so I could tell him what the back of the medication said since my mom can't speak English well..& then he probably now thinks that my mom is "dumb" or "retarded" for taking the wrong medicine by accident EVEN when it wasn't her damn fault! (It was actually the person who worked at the store that handed my dad the wrong medicine, and then my mom hadn't realized she'd taken the wrong medicine until later) Well you know what? If anything goes wrong tomorrow, or if he starts being an ass about things, I sure as hell hope that my dad goes off on his ass, because I'll just be laughing after I hear it. His ass deserves it. I'm sorry. Ugh people like that truly disgust me. ANYWAY, I finished reading the chapter I was supposed to for English and finished (not all the way) questions for that chapter as well, but only did part of my math homework because I didn't understand the rest. lol. But I'm exhausted, I'm gonna go watch shows now lol PEACE :)