I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Tuesday, February 2, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Currently: Smiling, No Matter The Consequences
So my mom came home pretty early today, and I'm guessing she will be staying home tomorrow too. She looks pretty weak, tired, and lacking some weight to her ever since she came home from the procedure. Poor mother, I hope she feels better...Although...the doctor didn't find anything..=/ & I just hope that dumbass er...I mean one hell of a doctor did not lie to us about the results...because his attitude really pissed me off yesterday, and he's still on my nerves a bit too. Today while in the car with my dad, ..he asked me why hadn't I ask about my mom's health and etc..and he didn't believe my reason, he thought that I truly didn't care or love my own mother...But I still do..sheesh just because I didn't ask at the moment it doesn't necessarily mean I don't love her anymore or any of that stuff..I just got my own timing...but I guess it was sorta wrong of me..=/ Ehh well, at least there's nothing wrong with her..OR AS the bas- I mean doctor says. :) I'm glad today went well with parent teacher conferences, everybody said positive things! HEHEHEHE >=] I'm glad, my dad probably allowed me to go out Saturday because of that. Buuuuuut,...that's only if my parents aren't workinggggg first of all, and if at least 1 of them will be home to take me (BUT IM HOPING THEY WILL NOT BE COMING ALONG OR STALKING ME OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT) Ugh I'd be screwed. To be honest, it's because I'm hoping to introduce my best friend to my bf...and I wanna see my bf! UGH. People..and other obstacles always get in the way of me trying to do things lol. But well, I'm about to go to bed soon, my eyes look terrible lol. Peace!