I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Thursday, February 18, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Currently: Speechless
WHAT IN THE WORLD!!!!?!?!?! I'm just like "Whaaaaaaat......??!!?" right now...I mean, I feel better from being sick and all. First off, my dad won't let me go see the performance of Footloose this week :( I knew I was gonna miss that damn chance...I wanted to support my friend. & well let's just start off with what happened ...I think yesterday? Well anyway I was in my first hour class and I was talking to my friends, not really friends friends anyway if you know what I mean, but I told them the real reason why my ex broke up or went on a "break" with me, either way, lol and then they told me that that's just a way for a guy of saying they like another girl, or that just gives them time to go "fuck"/fuck around with another girl or other girls, and then when they can't find anybody they just come back to you...and I'm like "Shit..I hope that's not the real reason" I mean, yeah, trust is one hell of a big issue nowadays, I just...ugh I can't think when people "brainwash" me with different reasons and it's like hella crazy, I still find myself thinking about him everynow and then but I don't tell him that when I'm talking to him because I don't want him to think that I'm 'obsessed' or crazy or whatever just after going out with him for 2 weeks but he was about to take my heart...blah. This feels just like the love from 1-2 years ago -__- *sigh* & THEN now today I found out that we have a freakin' 7 pg research paper due in two weeks, that's right before spring break, and wtf of course I'm gonna have to be studying for the ACT in spring break =/ My dad's gonna make me...it's gonna be hell. Damn..I'm so stressed, there's too much krap to do this semester, this is worse than last semester! I mean last semester wasn't even THAT bad! -_- I actually knew all the things I needed to do, well except for the same math class lmao. Man screw relationships for now, I ain't got time for that shit at this moment!! Screw prom. lol. (For this year anyway lol) Yeah whatever lol I bet this isn't the end of surprises! WISH ME LUCK?! PEACE.