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The Girl


About Me::.
name:: Sophitia
bday:: 3/27
height:: 157cm
weight:: 45kg
ethnicity:: Asian/Viet&proud!
place:: Kansas
Other::
I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff, I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/. I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol. People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage & confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know. My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time, but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]

Email : Ask me, maybe i'll give it 2 you.

Cravings


LOVES

-Pandas♥
-Hello Kitty(Sanrio!)
-My Cousin
-Traveling -Asian Music
-Asian horror movies
-Asian dramas
-FOOD (esp. asian food)
-Siberian huskies<3
-Turkish Angoras<3
-BaBu Bear(morning glory!)
-Writing Novels
-Blogging
-Drawing
-SoBe
-Playing diabolo
-Videogames
-Final Fantasy
-Kingdom Hearts
-Singing
-Modeling
-Shopping!!(esp. w/ cousin!)
-Fall&Winter
-Fashion
-Makeup
-Sweets
-Fobby Stuff ^_^
-Ulzzangs&UlzzangStyle!
-My Buddies
-Helping ppl out
-Anime;Vampire Knight<3
-Manga

DISLIKES
-Liars
-Insects
-Dolls
-Fakers/posers
-Rude, disrespectful ppl
-Ppl who start drama
-Gossipers
-'know-it-alls'
-Show offs
-Stuck ups
-Bossy ppl
-Racist ppl/Racism
-Discrimination
-Judgemental ppl
-Narrow-minded ppl
-Haterz
-Copycatters
-Nosy Ppl
-Preps&those 'kind' of girls
-Balloons
-Loud noises
-Cramped places
-The Dark

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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Currently: In Thought..All to Myself

I'm way too tired to be updating alot and I only have 15 mins in order to get myself ready in a sec for breakfast..Therefore, I'll be updating later tonight...Yesterday was pretty much a bad day..I'm glad that I had talked to him about things...Well I sortaa did..But I'm just wondering why he wouldn't tell me it..probably because he doesn't wanna hurt me..Just like he said last night when I told him that if he feels necessary that he should leave me..then he should..but he currently doesn't know either... =/ I don't wanna leave him..and he knows that..But I don't know what he wants to think anymore..It just hurts me on the inside..because he's leaving me worrying about these things...He's worrying about things too..but probably not as much as I am...I'm worried that we won't last long...I'm worried that he'll leave me soon..I don't want for that to happen..If it does..I think I should be at least prepared for it..I don't think I should try to get myself attached to him much anymore..or any further I should say...I'm planning on seeing him again this weekend..But I'm just not so sure anymore..I was thinking of paying one of my best friends to take me there after a photoshoot for one of our other good friends..But I don't know anymore..I don't know if there will be enough time...Shit..if only I hadn't liked somebody who lived all the way across town from me.. ): Yeah this reeks ass, school feels like it's gonna be like shit too..Expect the unexpected! Well gotta get ready for school now. Updates Much later.
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OMG WTF. My Life can get worse...Arraso? My god...Today was like the shittiest day I have ever had! I was in 1st block...I cried for 30 mins during that hour...I had to leave the class because of it...! I guess my teacher just excused me for it because he felt bad that the box that I made my mom as a birthday gift got all ruined! UGH b/c some stupid dumbass or bitch did not know how to load the piece of delicate artwork made of clay into the kiln! It's ruined..I was gonna impress my mom for it too, but now it's freakin' ruined....What am I to do...Gawd...and now my relationship doesn't look oh so well either....I think....omg I don't wanna say it...but I think he's gonna break up with me soon.... ): My friend told me not to worry...but how am I not? Anyway, I gotta vocab quiz to do, and to read a long chapter for our novel in English class, and then look over stuff for the Math test tomorrow ugh wth...I can't wait till this week ends..=/ Luckily tomorrow's the last day...I can't stand it...People can be such stupid, ignorant, and the most obnoxious things living on this planet, ...I mean don't get me wrong, I love people and meeting them and talking to them, but only when I'm in a good mood! At the same time I dislike them =/ Anyway...update about my...I don't even wanna say it either...relationship...later
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My ex is annoying me..I'm in a bad mood, I'm having a bad day, my bf is still acting like how he is for the past 2 days..I'm sick and tired. Why the eff do relationships have to be so god damn complicated. Gawd, okay I'm not even gonna lie..I just wanted to be able to "fall in love" (if it's even possible anymore) with a really good looking guy..like the one I'm with right now...but in return he has to feel the same way too..I just don't want it to get all ruined because of some sort of reason I don't even know about. I mean, not only his looks..but..his personality too...God this sucks so bad, been turned down by nearly 2 guys now who I really wanted to end up with...but CAN'T. Because of some stupid, ridiculous, REASON in which I cannot even find a good looking, perfect guy to be with! and NO I'm not going back to my ex whatsoever. Shit..wtf..UGH!!! MAN FML! I swear! People don't like me! Even my own existance and life does not like me, if that even makes sense...o_0 GAHHH! IM ABOUT TO GO CRAZY! MICHYEOSSEO!! AGH! I'm so confused...I felt like I've done something wrong...But he tells me that I didn't do anything wrong...I feel all so lost on the inside, it's like as if the reaper escaped with my soul...and runs off somewhere with it, crushes it, then throwing it into a pitch black vortex that crawls slowly into a thousand dimensions. YEAH. CRAZY I know right? Gawd...and now he's telling me that he's been confused if whether or not he wants to be with anyone. THIS HASNT BEEN THE FIRST TIME PEOPLE. OMG. Somebody...just make me disappear somewhere..into a world full of peace, where I'm just all alone and happy being all alone with myself where I can just do anything I want...Well okay I'm lying..maybe 1 friend wouldn't hurt, and maybe a couple of guys...chicks...damn nevermind I don't even know where I'm going with this.
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ONLY 2 WEEKS AND NOW ITS OVER...FUCK THIS SHIT. I'm DONE. Guys can be such assholes I swear. They charm you then they break your heart like you're a little no good for nothin'. SINGLE. PEACE.



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