I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Monday, March 22, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"People who are rude don't know that they are half of the times"
Lol almost ironic isn't it? Haha not really. Man today was a terrible Monday...so like there's this really retarded group in my math class, my two friends also don't like them at all. What happens is that, well, even though this happens everyday, but they're always, loud, noisy, obnoxious, laughing all the time with their annoying laughs, they're pretty much the stuck up type of people who like to show off, so today, the guy decides to kick/shake the desk in front of him to mess with the girl sitting in front of him, but when he does that it shakes mine and my friends desk too, we were like "OMFG" and my friend almost went off on him too. He triggered my anger, so the whole entire day I was just getting annoyed with everybody, it wasn't even funny. Hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day...bleh I doubt it. I mean at least my best friend and I get to go off campus for lunch. At least that'd be better a bit on our behalf lol. I'm still somewhat behind on the ACT I think I should get working now. Today...my "enemy" for art competition, was crying...I don't know if it was because she was having personal problems, or if it was because of the fact that she took the competition really seriously. Shoo, I'd cry too if I didn't think my artwork was perfect. I'm a perfectionist. I guess she really does want to win and be on top. lol that won't make me back down though. She still has competition, it's just that his stupid ass ACT shit is in the way so I can't really focus on art right now, because what I could be doing is working on my drawing, shading, AND painting skills (I don't have oil paint although I wish I did...wish I had like a super rich family member that could've bought me some for my b-day... =/) Okay sorry I'm so greedy, and spoiled, and I should not ask for such things lol. Maybe i could just use like regular paint but that sucks lmao. Anyway, I really don't feel like reading the novel but it's whatever lol. I shouldn't say I care less about Math and English when those are the two that can get me into the medical field....