"It takes skills & talent to take you to where you wanna be"
Well, it's true like more than half of the times. & omg, this font is really small from how I'm typing it here, anyway doesn't matter. I don't have much time. I'm running out of time, time is running short & fast 0_0 faster than I had expected. I feel better than yesterday, after I got myself prepared by taking my allergy medication early in the morning before I left. I noticed my eyesight is getting worse, probably because I've been on the computer constantly, with bad lighting and I tend to lean in close to things too when I look at things...I can no longer see from afar like I used too. :( Sad world. Then last night I found out that not only is my laptop a little rebel, but it's also unique. They have like separate default settings for like kool lookin' wallpapers and stuff, unlike the other laptops and oldie moldie stuff from the past. It's a white HP laptop btw. So like for every different kind of wallpaper there is, there's like different colors for the windows that come along with it, and kool and special sounds too. Like when a page is done loading, it does this clicking noise, then when I turn up the volume or down, it makes this ringing noise, and IDK but I was like KOOL. At first I was scared of the clicking noise, because it sounded like a bomb ticking so it scared the living krap outta me for like the first 2-3 mins or so till I found out what it was.
Anyway, my day...was better than yesterday I guess. But then everybody started being annoying like they always are, you know talking donkeys who never shut up, and nerds who can't stop laughing and talking about school, grades, calculus, and colleges. (LOL inside joke that only my best friend and I get) Oh haha, and funn how I forgot to mention in yesterday's post that I was totally embarassed by walking up onto the bus after school yesterday and fell/tripped up the stairs...I was like "WTF REALLY? I'm wearing Converses too!" How lame am I? lol. My bus driver asked me if I was okay then I said "yes" and laughed it off. Eh.
1st hour was simply amazing, I've never had that much peace and quiet in my life lol, and working with clay made everything better too. 2nd hour...I was working on my portrait painting and OMFG I messed up on my background....I'm gonna have to fix it and it's gonna take one hell of a long time. I'm just glad I'm not the only one who's behind, but I realized that I'll probably be the last one done again, because I still wanna make everything look SIMILAR & "perfect" lol.
Tensions are rising again...people are talking about how they wanna win something at the project's fair, we all know that not everybody's gonna get something...I'm just kinda...intimidated now..knowing everybody's skills and now I know why people are actually in the art magnet, well that's like a no brainer right? But I FEEL LEFT OUT. I wanna succeed too =/...But with this ACT shit going on...I think it's holding me back, but I can't be held back by either one...I'm falling behind in math once again...and BLEH I feel like a major sore loser. I'm blinded and my minds clouded with confusion...Idk what to do anymore. I'll try my best like I said, but it's hard. 4th hour...test and essay for the test next monday...GAWD...Assessments comin' up too. Give me a BREAK.
