I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Saturday, March 27, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Currently: 17!!! HAHA. :D
"Another year gained, another year older"
So...today wasn't all that bad. Except for the love life relationship issue going on once again, it's like nearly a crisis in my eyes 0_0 so it finds out from the news today about the dude who went the wrong way on the kansas turnpike that died from the incident and killed along the korean family...His dumbass was drunk, after they tested him, the news said that his alcohol level was 3x higher than normal. Well, I'm glad his stupid ass died, sorry for being rude but this is almost the only time you'll hear me being this rude lol. So much for his ex-wife standing up for him lmao. Fail. Think it was only for the sake of their daughter. But he's a stupid dumbass just like the dude who set fire on the plane, ...GAWD it pisses me off every single time I hear or think about him. Like wtf...THANKS to HIM now the airports are TWICE as more strict and airplane tickets will cost TWICE as much more now to just travel. THANKS A LOT YOU STUPID DIPSHIT, I hope you burn in hell when you die, or at least let somebody who hates you with a deep burning passion and shoot you, or I'll do it. (This is a big crisis for me too since I travel every year). But yeah anywayyyy, I got over more than 30 notifications on FB from people telling me happy birthday and stuff, and I got a couple of messages through there and txt too. Also through phone, and in person from my family, and from this one really nice waitress lady who worked at the chinese buffet and she told my mom that I was pretty too :D :D hehehe. I get that a lot lol. Not trying to brag but yeaaaah. She's probably the 3rd asian lady this year who told my parents that LOL. 2 Koreans and 1 Chinese :)
During the car ride..my parents told me to just not care about the people who were my friends that stopped caring, and just stop like being connected to them because theres no use in it. You're investing too much time with them and it's wasting your time, that's what my Dad said. So I'm listening to them because I agree with them. It's just too bad how you will never have friends that will truly understand you no matter what. I know that's true with me. But it's alright :)