I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
NOTE**: I DO NOT OWN THE ICONS THAT ARE ON EACH OF MY POSTS, THE ICONS ARE CREDITED TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS, THANK YOU [CREDITS TO: K-pop Icons]
♥ Saturday, March 27, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Once you say the wrong things, life turns you onto the wrong road"
So rather than being a bitch in person, and having all the karma blast its maximum powers on me, and all of a sudden turn my life like hell and make things go worse and totally bad (you get the idea)...I'm just gonna express myself here where no one will bitch at me. This blog is here to express myself with no person who actually knows me to be judging me on who I am. This blog...I am true to myself 100%. This is how I am. If you don't like me, get off of my blog and stop reading please. >.< But anyway...I'm kinda mad right now because one of my ex-close friends every since we stopped talking and stopped being friends, he's just acting all....like he's kool and popular. Well my friend told me that even he doesn't like him because he thinks he's better than everyone else, and I was like yeah he's been like that ever since. It's true, even when we were friends he was like that too. I didn't mind it really because him and I were kool and stuff like that. But now...it's all changed. =/ I mean like before our friendship got disconnected...he started acting all emo and quiet around me and then I just sorta let go because he wouldn't tell me what the hell was going on with him because I knew some things have changed but he just wouldn't talk to me, he claims that he wants to talk to me, but nope...he won't talk. So it just simply fustrates me and now me and my best friend call him emo. So like I have said before, I couldn't make it to the party last night, and I had no idea how the fuck he even got invited to the party since he doesn't even know the main people that well, I think the invitation just got thrown towards him, but anyway, I'm starting to see him damn comments everywhere on FB and it's starting to piss me off because he thinks he's so god damn kool and knows everybody so he be commenting on everyone's pictures and status's and shit and it's annoying the living hell out of me. It's like.."Can I please go onto FB without seeing your damn comments on these ppl's pics and status's?" Sheeshhhhh...I mean it's already sad enough that we both added like half of the same people from our school since our school is small and almost everybody knows everybody you know? Just because you got into one little party (it wasn't little at all...it was like one of those parties where LOTS of ppl get invited I just said that to add emphasis to what I'm trying to say ANYWAY)...Just because he got into one little party he thinks he's more popular now, all high and mighty YEAH RIGHT.
& him and I used to be like TOTALLY the KPOP DUO at our school because we'd be rep'n the latest Fobby style/fashion, and then be talking about kpop all the time and listen to kpop all the time. Now he's all like "Eh..no so korean much anymore" like wtf? Yeah duh it's obvious it all happened because we're not friends anymore. But at least I'm still staying true to myself because Kpop follows me :) I am THAT supportive of Kpop I think it's the best genre of music out there. He can go be his lil weird ass self if he wants to. God. LOL and I got mad and replied towards him saying "I can see that going on" To me..Kpop represents us Asians in a good way A LOT. and I AM Asian so that means alot to me. They be rep'n us in a really good way, so I'm not gonna let go or "go against" my own culture or race.
So I hope you get raped by a scary guy with an 18 inch penis :)