I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Wednesday, March 31, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Things Can Still Take a sudden turn on a great, beautiful day"
Ehh...Things won't always turn out like you want it to. Even though today started out pretty great..IDK why LOL and I even started acting all high on the bus and stuff too. Things are starting to make a sudden turn for my two friends and I and also...me and the guy who likes me. 1st hour...I'm glad that my teacher told me such encouraging words...He told me I had talent and etc..It made me feel a lot better about myself....Maybe it's like a switch off? Things don't go good between the guy and I but on the other hand people are starting to change around me too...2nd hour..Idk if people were being honest or not yet again with my painting CONTROVERSY...One of the dudes said it looked like an anime girl, then the other dude came up to me and said that I painted the eyes real pretty, to me I think the eyes look HELLA creepy LOL. I should've done better T___T Anyway I'll fix it soon. My teacher also said it's looking good too...I guess I should learn to believe them? lol. 3rd hour,..I was starting to get headaches because of certain PEOPLE -___- couldn't concentrate and I think I have a quiz tomorrow but I'm not so sure. What also got me really happy is that I made it this far with the chameleon I'm making in ceramics class and I will be making the wings in a little bit too :D I feel proud of myself cuz I know this shit is gonna be EPIC lol. Well to me anyway haha. 4th hour...what should I say it was boring at first I couldn't stay awake till the teacher assigned us another project for a new book we're reading and so me and one of my friends formed a group and are gonna do a parody LOL. Anyway...I felt pretty bad telling my dad that I wasn't ready for the ACT...I mean..At least I was honest ..you know? But I'll STILL do my best. 4 day weekend HERE I COME. Painting will come home with me too.
I'm so sorry my sweetie pie...I didn't mean to hurt you...It's just too much to explain right now :( I wish I could tell you more ..but I'm just too unsure and too stressed and overwhelmed right now...