I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Thursday, March 18, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I'm not who you think I am"
Life is so full of nonsense, and so is my damn blog. Even though from that quote is a popular saying, but it's very true especially towards me. What's the deal with trying to gain acceptance from everybody? Those who stick and stay with you till the very end are your true friends, they look beyond your "flaws" and mistakes, they see you and love you for who you are. People who try to gain the acceptance from other people are trying to be someone who they are not. Let us find who we really are, and leave those who push you away. Us humans may be one of the unique things on Earth, but we can be cruel, or we can be sweet angels that help other people out.
Bleh...I just wish I would take these sayings into mind for once...in my life, I did TRY to gain acceptance once, but then I realized that it was just a waste of time. I don't need acceptance, if there are people who are willing to be there for you when you need them, they are your friends. You don't need people telling you who you should or should not be.
God..and might I add...what is up with all of these girls on youtube lately... =/ posting up vids of them like nearly half naked and dancing to songs, what are they doing? Trying to sell their bodies? Maybe this is why girls get raped and become sluts so early nowadays. Agh. Lame.