I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Wednesday, March 17, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Currently: Standing Strong
It all makes sense now..just adding all of the pieces together. There ARE people out there to TRY & intimidate me, stop me, get in my way, bring me down. Stupid bitches and assholes. After what happened with my box ceramics piece,...the prank calls...HAHA that reminds me, after my bodyguard prank called him, my dad did the same today also. It was funny as hell. HAHA GOT BURNED YOU DUMB BASTARD! & seems to find out that I was thinking exactly the same thing as what my parents thought, ...one of my friends or so called "friends" could've given my number to that one dude to prank call me because they don't like me. My number could've possibly either gotten around my accident or on purpose either way, I don't know the exact truth so I can't just be pointing out fingers at people. But I'm allowed to be suspicious. I don't really care anymore, this is the final blow and warning, I am warning you people not to mess with me. From now on I don't trust anybody but me, maybe my family is the only people I can trust but even I don't trust them 100% because of my own personal reasons. People can end up being such backstabbers just because they're haters, or dirty jealous skunkbags. Ugh you people can disgust me. I get along and be nice to everybody because that's the way I am, but if you mess with me I WILL snap at you and even though I tend to play nice to you mean and rude people, don't mean you're not gonna get the worst. I'm standing even stronger now because of you people. But from now on, if you want my trust, you're really gonna have to sacrifice something in order to prove to me that you're worthy of my friendship. I am no god or princess, but I know that if you people have no lives and tend to mess with other people's lives, you all can get run over by a semi for all I care. As for guys, I'm not gonna be dealing with you guys anymore, unless there's a guy who can prove that he's worthy of gaining my love and trust. But I know I won't find him for one hell of a long time. I'm gonna do my best to try harder. I'm gonna protect myself all that I can. No matter what. I really don't have anymore friends. Except for my "father" but...also not 100% ..nobody but me. You guys best be on the run.