I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Tuesday, March 9, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Currently: Giving you my words!
Eh I know it always sounds like I'm whining and shit lol but gimme a break, I work hard every day with the things that I gotta get accomplished, and then, my life is also full of bullcrap and then I get unlucky every once in awhile, and when that happens, it's a bad luck that you will never wish for it to happen in your life!! Today, I feel accomplished! Having things actually done and planned out then I got things planned out for spring break also! & then this stupid hispanic kid was being racist at the lunch table to one of my black friends and I was like sitting there quiet thinking "STFU AND GTFO of here racist bastard" Like I said before I HATE racist people, people say hate is a strong word but it goes perfectly with people who compare people by their skin color -_- I fuckin' hate that shit. People need to get a life. Then I went to my friend and asked him why he was being so nice and act like it was just a joke about it, then he said that because it was a joke and I was like 0_0 ARE YOU SURE? CUZ THAT DIDN'T SOUND LIKE A DAMN JOKE. I was about to shove his entire tray down his throat. I mean that kid was his best friend's cousin and he was sitting with us too but I don't give a damn even if that kid was his mother OR if he was joking or not. Ugh god damn..Can't stand those people. Anyway I got a research paper to edit so peace!