I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Tuesday, March 30, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
Blah omg I'm tired....>.<...It's 5:42 AM in the morning and I thought I'd update since stuff are going on my mind.
I realized I'm not cut out for being in a relationship at all right now, so I need to be smart and learn to say no...I'm just scared to...Then having to remember that my best friend thinks my "enemy" is nice just keeps bothering me. T____T Then I keep seeing my ex-best friend's comments on FB EVERYWHERE AGAIN NOW. It's bothering the living hell out of me. Luckily, 4 day weekend this week, I won't back down.
While I was doing my makeup, I was thinking about WEIRD things...
Like now I just realized why there are some gorgeous lookin' girls out there that date average or ugly lookin' guys...you know why? Because nowadays people consider personality more, so now most of the good lookin' guys are takin' by either ugly ass girls, or average lookin' ones....-___________- That sucks for us pretty girls though really...if you think about it. Because I mean...we were born pretty so we deserve a guy who's really cute, handsome and hot and just plain good lookin' right? It CANNOT GO THE OPPOSITE T_T...I'm kinda upset about that now lol....
I didn't start thinkin' about that till I dated my recent ex...
Yeah, I know personality counts more, but you're totally ignoring all the hot, gorgeous girls...-____-
What happened to most of the guys who pay attention to girls who are really pretty?
UGH IDK ANYMORE. Too EARLY to think about this stuff.