I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Tuesday, April 6, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Are you done trying to bring me down?"
It's already sad enough that all of these people are obviously trying to bring me down. Lol this is NOT cyber bullying, this is NOT personal bullying, this is NOT physical bullying either, it's like a....mental bullying type of thing...or gossip bullying LOL IDK hahaha. But geez, all of these ppl be looking at me and saying shit. They need to back off 'cause they obviously don't know me like that, and I thought some of them knew me better than to be judging me and looking down upon me just by based upon on what they hear! That's sad, we're all juniors and seniors now? Get a grip and grow up, I'm here trying to get along with ya'll but obviously that cannot happen if you're going to listen to other people's shit coming out of their mouths that they pulled straight from their ass, and if it was my personal business that got around, no need to be gossiping about it! Mind your own business and talk about other people or something you did over the god damn weekend and try to leave me and my life alone, everybody makes mistakes. Either way, your gossiping won't get in the way of my education nor my artwork or any of that matter, I know there are other people who still like me. BLEH *sticks tongue out* BE MORE MATURE GAWD LOL. Bringing me down is not an option :) You're just making me more proud and strong :) I cannot lose to you people, and I will not fall before you people. You people aren't God so stop acting like it. Like you're all high and mighty. =/
Well I'm off now and on my way of TRYING MY BEST AND HARDEST to do whatever it takes to get my ACT score up BABY.