I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Saturday, April 10, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Reliving your worst nightmare is the worst thing that could come in mind"
After WEEKS of getting myself ready and practicing for the ACT, sacrificing every one of my homework THIS week just for it....All that came out was bad luck and was like the worst living hell of a nightmare I have ever gone through. Not to mention, school isn't going so well either, that day that things came out of my mouth did not turn out so well, now the two senior chicks hate me. Bleh not like I care anymore, they're about to graduate anyway. Well in other words, Junior year is about to end like a living nightmare that I would've never expected for it to happen, I thought I could keep myself under control but I guess not T__T I need to be more laid back...more calm and quiet. Sheesh. Overall, I don't think I did so well on the ACT....probably got like a 21 or less. SHIT....I was overwhelmed with a whole bunch of krap...and I'm still behind in my classes too. I realized I also forgot to write down the vocab words too and the quiz is Monday 0_0...EGH. I still need to be working on my portrait painting...I'm probably gonna work on it tomorrow since today is just full of BAD LUCK everywhere, and plus it's getting late and I'm tired from waking up early for the ACT...cause that thing DRAINED Me too. I don't even know why the hell we even got so much bad luck today...first our backyard idea didn't work out, then we were stuck sitting in the back of a restaurant between TRASHY people and with hardly any room between the seats and table, and THEN our ACT instructor placed my enemies sitting near me...wth! Then I zoned out 1/3 of the times on it and couldn't concentrate, and then MESSED up COMPLETELY on like almost near the end of ALL the sections. GREAT. LIFE SUCKS. Now I got people who hate me also. BAD LUCK.
Now I probably won't win anything for projects fair either and nor will I pass the AP exam...UGH SOMEBODY SHOOT ME NOW. IF IM CURSED IMA SHOOT MYSELF -____-