I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Wednesday, April 14, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I can no longer look at you the same way anymore..."
So I guess my "friends"/"acquiantances" weren't the only people who lied, betrayed, and stabbed me in the back and turned their backs on me...Seems like...my bf did the same too. Although it wasn't like it was directly but...after talking to one of my friends today about what had all actually happened...I didn't think he would be sucha....It hurts to say it but...sucha liar...and sorta an asshole, and I cannot believe that after things didn't work out with his first love, he decides to have sex with a whole buncha girls and sleep with them...that's just terrible..I thought I seriously knew him...I thought that he was better than to do that..but I guess I was wrong. I couldn't face him today...it was just too...bleh...I could hardly look at him when he told me to look at him...It was way too hard...
Sometimes feeling betrayed just seems like the person who you thought cared about you as a friend, or more than that, just took a sharp piece of shard and stabbed it in your heart and left you there bleeding to death...sometimes it just hurts that much. If only most of the pain will go away. I just wish I was immune to that...but unfortunately we're all human...and we cannot avoid those things. FML.