I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
NOTE**: I DO NOT OWN THE ICONS THAT ARE ON EACH OF MY POSTS, THE ICONS ARE CREDITED TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS, THANK YOU [CREDITS TO: K-pop Icons]
♥ Tuesday, April 27, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Is it annoying and immature for me to naturally act this way?"
Agh she used to be my good friend, only an acquiantance now, but I really don't like the way she acts anymore. It's not who she is. He used to be my best friend, but now he's a prick. Er, dick. Givin' me these looks, I should be the one givin you those looks since you can't even act like who you really are anymore. He's also even more rude now too, I be tryin' to talk to my good friend, then in the middle of talkin' he just calls her over WHILE I'm talking....asshole...-__-
Anyway today was a decent day, I hope every day this week has a GOOD theme to it. Nothing bad though. It'd be amazing though and lift the stress off of my shoulders.
Ergghh...Kissing him is starting to get so addicting that...I just...UGH....I hate it but then like it at the same time...wtf...Why must I get addicted at the wrong time...Talk about guys suckin' you in and makin' you fall for them. =/ HAHA ITS HARDLY WORKING OKAY lol.
& I'm addicted to this music video too....hahaha...
Kinda reminds me of me and him...but the other way around .... 0_0....If only I was THAT sexy, gorgeous, beautiful, and cute....then maybe he wouldn't even think about doing those things to me & that way he'd pay attention to me A LOT more hahaha....lol.....I make it sound like as if he's done so many bad things which he has not. I guess...Idk..