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The Girl


About Me::.
name:: Sophitia
bday:: 3/27
height:: 157cm
weight:: 45kg
ethnicity:: Asian/Viet&proud!
place:: Kansas
Other::
I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff, I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/. I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol. People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage & confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know. My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time, but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]

Email : Ask me, maybe i'll give it 2 you.

Cravings


LOVES

-Pandas♥
-Hello Kitty(Sanrio!)
-My Cousin
-Traveling -Asian Music
-Asian horror movies
-Asian dramas
-FOOD (esp. asian food)
-Siberian huskies<3
-Turkish Angoras<3
-BaBu Bear(morning glory!)
-Writing Novels
-Blogging
-Drawing
-SoBe
-Playing diabolo
-Videogames
-Final Fantasy
-Kingdom Hearts
-Singing
-Modeling
-Shopping!!(esp. w/ cousin!)
-Fall&Winter
-Fashion
-Makeup
-Sweets
-Fobby Stuff ^_^
-Ulzzangs&UlzzangStyle!
-My Buddies
-Helping ppl out
-Anime;Vampire Knight<3
-Manga

DISLIKES
-Liars
-Insects
-Dolls
-Fakers/posers
-Rude, disrespectful ppl
-Ppl who start drama
-Gossipers
-'know-it-alls'
-Show offs
-Stuck ups
-Bossy ppl
-Racist ppl/Racism
-Discrimination
-Judgemental ppl
-Narrow-minded ppl
-Haterz
-Copycatters
-Nosy Ppl
-Preps&those 'kind' of girls
-Balloons
-Loud noises
-Cramped places
-The Dark

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Friday, April 23, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

"Its. O-ver."

Mom, you're right, just one more year. I can do it, right? I will. As long as I have the strength, and courage I need and influence, I will survive and I'll make it. I just wanna get this over with right now. High school is sucha drag. But hey, there are still some memories that I'll never forget. Even though my first love MAY be a dick, but ...those memories are still there. =/ I won't forget the important people, even though I know that we're all gonna be leaving each other behind soon. One more year left until everybody goes their own separate ways, we'll be crying wondering when we'll ever meet each other again. But I think it's for our own good, we all have lives and goals to strive at. Even if high school isn't ending yet, I  already feel like my friends are about to leave me....it's sad really. Two of my closest and best friends....a girl and a guy. The girl doesn't call me anymore like she used to,..ever since I dated my bf...and then she never really wants to hang out with me anymore either, on weekends and stuff she'd hang out with her old bestie who still is her bestie. The guy...it seems like he doesn't wanna have anything to do with me anymore....is it because he's having complications himself? Or is it because I dated my bf also...but he said he wouldn't judge me...but what's wrong then? ....He doesn't tell me things like he used to anymore...We don't laugh as much anymore, we don't say much anymore....I try my best to...but it's like almost whatever, because like my Dad said "Don't invest too much time with a friend who doesn't care about you because if they don't care then they're not your true friends" and then my mom brought up something too...the other day she said "Never fall in love with a person more than how they feel towards you, because your feelings will be cheated on" It's true. Always find the person who loves YOU more, and BE with them.
I was really upset when I woke up today with the dream that I had...First we didn't talk at all for like a day, then I messaged him....and he made up an excuse, the next day, somehow, we were at the hospital? & I saw him talking and laughing with his ex and I saw the way he looked at her...and I just ran off through the building crying constantly, I guess the reason why I went to the hospital was to see him because he told me he was gonna be there after he broke up with me through messaging -___- I woke up after that nightmare and I was like "WTF ...WTH WAS THAT SHIT?!" Yeah...
Today....Idk if I saw it wrong or not...but...it seemed like as if he was grabbing another girl's butt....like right when everybody was getting into the auditorium to see the talent show....and then when he sat down...It looked like he called her over and she leaned over from 2-3 seats away and kissed him....IDK IF THAT WAS RIGHT OR NOT! BUT I FREAKED OUT. He saw me, so then he came over and "offered" to sit next to me and I gave him a dirty look....Sometimes I may see the wrong things...I just don't know about this time. I just don't really care anymore, if he did that, he really doesn't love me. The thing is, I don't love him...I just really like him, but it still hurts to know that he would do that with another girl when he said I was the only one that he liked. LIES LIES LIES FULL OF LIES.

And here are song lyric quotes from different kpop songs that describe the situation I'm in & how I feel towards love, and friendship:

-"Saying that you love me/miss me/protect me/can't live without me, It's a lie. It's all lies."
"If you're leaving me like this, then why did you make a promise with me?"
"How did we become like this? How did we get to this point?"
"If you leave, what can I do?"
"How was this person originally? A person that leaves coldly"
-T-Ara [Lies]

"I dislike you more than the girl who has you, So I hate it when your eyes stare at me"
"I dislike you more than the painful memories, So I hate how you took my heart"
-Brown Eyed Girls [Da Ga Wa Suh aka Closer]
**I basically like the entire lyrics lol**

PS - I was drugged this morning. & I'm ready to step into a whole new world.




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