I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Monday, April 26, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"This could be the last farewell"
Today actually went pretty good for a day that (geez I was about to type ex -___-) my bf isn't here. lol. I realized he's not serious about me, damn, I was sucha fool to think that he was until I heard all the things that he's done. I can't trust someone like that anymore...even though I've known him for 3 years now. I think I was not wrong about Friday either, because I went around asking people, well...they were friends of mine, and they told me about what they knew. I am just surprised how this all had happened last semester...so not too long ago. How the hell can you be playing with multiple chicks at the same time like that? If I knew, I totally would've told your ass off. I also found out that he called me stupid for asking him about him and his ex the last time, it just proves that he was trying to hide something from me since he got so defensive about it rather than tell me what actually happened so that I can trust him. Wtf...yeah this seriously isn't working, I know that he's gonna be messin' with other chicks over the summer and so on and so forth too sooooo....Idk where he's wanting to get by being with me...because he doesn't show interest, nor does he even talk to me when I'm online...so wth. UGH I CANNOT BELIEVE I LET HIM KISS ME ON THAT DAY WHEN HE FUCKED AROUND WITH A FRESHMAN.....WHO AM I TO BE USED?!?!!?! Great. GREAT GREAT GREAT I hope he goes to hell. =/ NO MORE PITY.
AGH. Time to type my internal monologue. 2 more weeks until you leave this school and you can't even learn to stay in school for the rest of the days that you're gonna be here. Sick my ass.