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The Girl


About Me::.
name:: Sophitia
bday:: 3/27
height:: 157cm
weight:: 45kg
ethnicity:: Asian/Viet&proud!
place:: Kansas
Other::
I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff, I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/. I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol. People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage & confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know. My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time, but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]

Email : Ask me, maybe i'll give it 2 you.

Cravings


LOVES

-Pandas♥
-Hello Kitty(Sanrio!)
-My Cousin
-Traveling -Asian Music
-Asian horror movies
-Asian dramas
-FOOD (esp. asian food)
-Siberian huskies<3
-Turkish Angoras<3
-BaBu Bear(morning glory!)
-Writing Novels
-Blogging
-Drawing
-SoBe
-Playing diabolo
-Videogames
-Final Fantasy
-Kingdom Hearts
-Singing
-Modeling
-Shopping!!(esp. w/ cousin!)
-Fall&Winter
-Fashion
-Makeup
-Sweets
-Fobby Stuff ^_^
-Ulzzangs&UlzzangStyle!
-My Buddies
-Helping ppl out
-Anime;Vampire Knight<3
-Manga

DISLIKES
-Liars
-Insects
-Dolls
-Fakers/posers
-Rude, disrespectful ppl
-Ppl who start drama
-Gossipers
-'know-it-alls'
-Show offs
-Stuck ups
-Bossy ppl
-Racist ppl/Racism
-Discrimination
-Judgemental ppl
-Narrow-minded ppl
-Haterz
-Copycatters
-Nosy Ppl
-Preps&those 'kind' of girls
-Balloons
-Loud noises
-Cramped places
-The Dark

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Thursday, April 15, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

"I'm living a life full of lies and betrayal"

How did I ever get so unlucky? As my life starts going on, I'm starting to lose the strength and luck. I still have the confidence, but all the others are slowly slipping away from me. Maybe it's because of the people around me has to do with this...but wait...I cannot blame them...Was it the things I did and said? Sorry didn't know I was that much of a screw up. I used to be sucha lucky girl, but now I'm no longer lucky. Knowing how people are starting to dislike me more and more, it just kinda hurts knowing that when you're nice, all you get in return is betrayal and people step all over you.
Today was my best friend's talent show audition ...he did great, everybody loves him, and even more now.
As his best friend also, I'm scared that the popularity will get to his head and it might ruin our friendship, because it took us for this long to have our friendship get this far...I just don't want it to go to waste. Now I'm gonna feel like a loner, *sings CN Blue's song* LOL....okay not funny anymore..but..watch all the people come up and talk to him and just ignore me like I am a nobody. Great thanks, yes, I truly deserve it.
My best friend deserves all of the attention though, he's talented, smart, and funny and gets along with everybody.
He deserves all of that, because after all the things that happened he earned those things in return with his hard work.
But...as for me...hard work....confidence...bravery...facing all of the risks and embarassments....I still get nothing...I used to think I have everything I need...I do mostly...Like a big house...a great family,....I get most of the things I want, I'm spoiled to the max...but in return, I get no respect, FROM ANYBODY, no encouragement, just full of lies and betrayal....Whenever I make mistakes, people just shove me aside because I'm supposedly a screw up bitch, then when it comes to him or other people, they just forgive them and forget like as if anything has ever happened...if only it was that way with me too...sometimes life is way too unfair...People say they care but they really don't. Everytime they say those krap to me...there's like a invisible barrier between me and the words and the barrier just reflects everything away from me therefore I cannot believe it unless there is somebody who is able to break the barrier.
I feel betrayed, thanks for having me being born onto this word with a hopeless and meaningless life full of misery and disappointment.



My World My Life

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