"Can you see the emptiness in me that is now left behind?"
Now it all makes sense....because it explains to me all so well how people actually are. At my school, sophomores may be the exception..but seriously...are you competitive? Were you mad because I know more? I'm not trying to sound conceited and like I'm better than everyone else, but I'm just saying. That's how some people are. No one ever says anything about my "epic" ceramics piece of artwork anymore, but I'm definitely not backing down and continuing ceramics next year for both semesters, because I wanna be in the project's fair for ceramics class and I wanna have my artwork and art pieces in the show. So here we go! ACT this weekend, bleh, I gotta learn to relax, ....one of my friends and I talked about drugs lol I mean that's the last thing I'm probably gonna go to and consider it for...I just think it's a bad way of cheating lmao. Supposedly people say that drugs really work for them and help them concentrate more often, but if I use it once..I might get addicted to it...and things get worse from there on out. 2nd hour today...we were in the library working on our poem and stuff, I helped out an acquiantance, and well, it seems like she was thankful for my help since she allowed me to help her. My competition told her that it looks really good, with me standing right there, but then after she thanked me for helping her, she goes up to people and starts showing it to other people after it got printed off, and then my competition asked to see it, then my acquiantance said "nah it's alriiiiiiiight" ....that sorta offended me...because at least I applied some photoshop skills that I learned from the past and helped her with hers...and she just bleh. Oh well. If people don't appreciate it, it just means they're mad on the inside because I knew how to do those things. HEHE :) Idk though. 3rd hour...I realized I'm on the edge of being done for in that class...it's getting harder to understand and I might have to end up re-taking calculus in college again because the way our teacher teaches is difficult to understand and that class is just a mess with all of the students in there. =/ sorry to say. 4th hour, I can't wait to work on our video for our project, it's gonna be fun, I'm happy because we're doing something fun for once, leaving all of the essays and research paper behind. :D
AP Exam....next month. Be ready. Be aware.
My ACT score will determine almost everything.
So will Project's Fair next month. SHIT...Project's Fair AND the AP exam are NEAR each other....DAMN...
Great I am in a great amount of stress....SHOOT ME NOW.
PS - I'm wishing the best for my portrait painting and how it's gonna turn out, AND for my portrait graphite drawing as well.