I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Sunday, April 11, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Sometimes Dreams can tell you something whether it's good or bad"
So I had this super weird ass dream last night...I mean, it was sorta kool, but then again I forgot what happened to like the first half of the dream and that was most likely because I usually forget things in dreams if it is sorta long, and second of all because the first two parts got kinda cut off by me waking up and stuff lol. It seems like this is the first time it ever happened this way, because usually when I wake up, doesn't matter when but when I do the dream usually stops and doesn't continue or I get a new dream, but it didn't happen this time, it was like more of a continuation thing lol. Thing was after going through hell of taking the ACT yesterday....omg....I guess I really do want that iPod touch...I had a dream where I had both the iPod touch AND a super new and kool and kickass cellphone...and in my dream I was just messaging my sweetie...and bleh...I guess he wanted to end it with me? I forgot what the reason was....but I felt like I wanted to cry in my dream lol. Haha terrible...-____- I hope the bad luck wore off today...because I'm about to start working on my portrait painting after this.....
PEACE. :)
PS - Make sure to look forward to my hopefully "soon" upcoming post of "STORY OF MY LIFE" lol. It'll be a review on my entire high school experience. I doubt this'll be posted soon...probably not until school ends.