I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
NOTE**: I DO NOT OWN THE ICONS THAT ARE ON EACH OF MY POSTS, THE ICONS ARE CREDITED TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS, THANK YOU [CREDITS TO: K-pop Icons]
♥ Saturday, May 8, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Enjoy the beautiful life while you still got the chance"
So this weekend seems to be starting off good so far, other than the fact that I haven't been able to get into my novel that much that I'm supposed to read since I'm so exhausted and just wanting to go to sleep every now and then. Shopped for a ton of clothes today! Quite satisfied with all the clothes and new shoes and accessories I got :D My dad and I were talking about him buying a new car for me at the end of the year :) I'm thinking of either the Nissan Sentra, or the Suzuki Kizashi but I'm not so sure yet!! x] Asian pride hahah I know. Because of my fuckin' low ACT score my dad refused to get me the iPod touch :( fudge. DAMN ACT and ergh. My parents sure are the best :) They're even thinkin' about gettin me a really nice dress for prom next year too hahaha. I am definitely not gonna run into the same person with the same dress as me!!! lol. Soooo now all I need to complete everything is: a new car for myself, iPod touch, new cell, newer fashionable clothes from Japan, Korea, Hong Kong etc, Kpop collection, the most amazing prom dress for next year, learn the dance moves for next year's multi cultural fair, get the black leather korean scarf and jacket and possibly pants, WITH NEW HEELS and an awesome hairtie, I MAY dye my hair again by the end of this year, grow my hair out long, get taller!! buy more anklets, get the phantom of the opera masks for my "crew", new boots for upcoming winter...HAHA IM SO SPOILED =P ....speakers for my laptop xD hmmm....Anything else i'll type it up LATER!! haha. Good day today :) & Missing him!
PS - Might I say again that MY PARENTS ARE AWESOME LOL! & I'm hoping for mother's day tomorrow that we won't have to eat at the same buffet again -___-....eghh...if we do, my weight will be in jeopardy :( My parents definitely are buying me a prom dress out of state! YES. It'll be the best dress out of all next year hopefully :)
Anyway, I'm really lovin' to blog nowadays it's really fun, and I'm thinking of whether or not I should write a novel, I was thinkin of one about a guy getting a girl pregnant and having to be with the girl and take care of his child while he cares and loves another girl -___- (messed up haha) but it'd be fun to write though, and then...another one I thought would possibly be about ....omg believe it or not but I FORGOT!!! UGH! I knew it was another love story...but I effin' forgot. Also, this one black dude tried to hit on me today at Best Buy and I was tryin to play it all kool in person, but in my head I was like "wtf...I gotta get outta here asap!" I was scared to be honest because I did not want him to come up to me and touch me and talk to me and flirt and all that shit...bleh.