I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Friday, May 21, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Maybe you're the reason we're falling apart"
So I really miss typing out and expressing all of my feelings in my blog...I haven't been able to do it nowadays because I've been so god damn busy with schoolwork and stuff...Luckily today is Friday but I don't get any break either!!!! Freakin' English final! Ugh. & I ended up getting a C+ on my King Lear test wth. BUT HEY at least I got a perfect score on my Calc. QUIZ!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA. FOR ONCE YES! I was happy hahaha. 'Cept my friend was still being a douchebag. But mannnnn, I cannot wait to graduate and leave that damn school behind to meet newer people and hopefully find the true love of my life =/ I don't feel like he's the one since I keep getting the feeling that he keeps messing around with too many girls and flirting with them and probably gonna be meeting up with them over the summer...and uhhh for the rest of my high school experience and etc!!! Speakin' of high school, I just now realized how many high school sluts there were, even though my school doesn't seem like the typical drama, super bad high schools you see in movies and TV and krap but beneath all the fake faces and quietness, we are like that. Not me though, Well, I guess I have other stuff to deal with that's somewhat related to that stuff but I'm not in a buttload mess, even so, I cannot really avoid it either since I'm in this school with all those stupid people. So many high school sluts I swear....sleeping around with other guys, trying to get another girl's guy, them bitches need to rot, burn and die in hell for the sake of the entire world. Either that or suffer from HIV or AIDS. I'm fine with either. As long as they star far away from me and don't mess with me or my future man or anything, I'm all good. Too bad I don't have a family member who can back me up =/ maybe my sister but she doesn't live with me ....I cannot tell my parents any of this shit, I will be trapped in this house for life. I'm hoping to go to Final Friday next friday....
Eh I just gotta feeling that even though he says he's not gonna date, and that I'm his last love that he wants to be with forever...I still think he's gonna end up falling for some other girl sooner or later...OK maybe I shouldn't say that because I don't wanna jinx myself but who am I kidding? I wish I didn't have to take the english final, why the hell did I get an A- MAN WTF. I just hope my math grade goes up, it'd be for the best. I just wish I got an A in that class ugh. TIRED OF THIS MESS. AND DAMN I gotta take the ACT again too! I fuckin' HATE the ACT so freakin' much it's not even funny, I just wanna get it over with. =/ Bleh forget the iPod touch (ehhhh -____-) I'm not gonna get it, I'm not gonna get a higher score than 21 =/ SCREW IT UGH. *shoots self in mouth* T__T