I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Saturday, May 29, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"I just...can't look at you..."
Sooo....the guy I like is gone for the weekend in Texas...and the other guy I supposedly "love" =/ He told me not to talk to him for awhile since he found out yesterday that I was gonna hang out with his ex later on in the night at the artshow 0_0 HEY HEY I'm just trying to be nice and get along with everybody ok?! Why can't he understand that, I know that he's very against it ....but bleh....Whatever, some kind of lover he is!!! -____- Yesterday I had to end up going to the doctors before going to the artshow because I'm having this weird kind of sickness that I had back when I was little and I guess it came back?? Ugh. I hope it goes away soon, I just ....want this misery to stop lol. I'm hoping to go see Splice after the ACT, well that's what I thought after I woke up today anyway. Well, I have good news lmao, the girl that he's been talking to a lot and flirting with or wth ever is leaving at 10 am this morning LOL in 5 mins!!! (YES!!!) hahahahahha...I mean...nooo awwhhh you poor thing :( booo. xD Well...who am I kidding anyway, if he wanted to he could go out of state on a road trip or whatever to go see her and what not. Forget it this relationship isn't going anywhere, we're not in a relationship anyway so I should learn to stop caring so much. Even though I'm not but yeah. It's all good I suppose. If he wants to talk to me again he can just text me, or text her for the love of life. =/
I hate fuckin' pretty bitches that get all of the attention T___T