I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff,
I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/.
I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me
and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol.
People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my
close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like
me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage &
confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when
people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with
their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from
my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know.
My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but
I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time,
but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask
me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those
things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]
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♥ Sunday, May 23, 2010
My Complicate Life ♥
"Yeah, you know, I'm just totally too kool for you and all this krap"
Trust me, I wouldn't say that in person. xD I honestly don't care about the ACT anymore, even though I should care because I could get scholarships and what not, I know I'm probably gonna really dislike going to WSU but at least I'd be in college. I just want a new beginning, I don't know where to go with my life anymore, it's just plain boring and confusing. I've screwed up so much as to let "LOVE" get in the way of everything, now things are just kinda going a bit haywire and I only got one more year left of high school, so I just might as well get things together and start doing what I need to do. Yeah right, easier said than done =/ I don't even know where to freakin' start. BLEH. I know I can't give up now and I don't wanna wait any longer, if only this would all be ...simplified for me so that I wouldn't have to deal with so much shit. I know that when I say these things I might jinx myself so bad that I might as well regret everthing I've done and gone through and just live a poor life out of the country and live in a small town, selling things and working on a farm and shit. 0_0 NAH. I don't wanna do that. But seriously, it's like near summer and I'm working my ass off on the english final which is due tomorrow and I'm only 40% done T______T and then next week I'm starting summer school, and two weeks afterwards I'm taking the DAMN EFFIN ACT AGAIN for crying out loud and I just want a GOOD score so that my parents will get offa my back about things and just move on with life already. GAWD I'm so freakin' annoyed right now that I could just nearly take out a gun and shoot myself in the mouth.