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The Girl


About Me::.
name:: Sophitia
bday:: 3/27
height:: 157cm
weight:: 45kg
ethnicity:: Asian/Viet&proud!
place:: Kansas
Other::
I'm pretty easy to get along with just as long as you don't mess with me or start stuff, I can be shy, I hardly ever talk unless you're one of my best/good friends, you talk to me first, or if i know you. I can't seem to make up my mind about being with somebody, I feel bad about it, but it's complicated right now to even tell wth my relationship status is right now =/. I really don't like people who discriminate and tell me and others what to do, I may not be perfect, but I sure know what's wrong and what's right. I'm a "nerd" in school, im pretty competitive also so watch out! lol. People can say & see that im pretty pessimistic which is probably true, I'm also a stubborn girl, I usually go with my own 'instincts' rather than others, I go to only my close friends for advice, they are the ones that give me the strength, courage and inspiration I need to go on :) I don't like people who talk to me when they don't like me, so if you don't like me, better not talk to me for that matter. Don't try to destroy my pride&dignity because its always going to be there, I gain a lot of courage & confidence through inspiration, faith, & believing in myself, & I will be expecting people to try & get in my way but their attempts won't work. I'm not a baby anymore, & I won't be used or tricked by people. I do not like it when people assume every asian is Chinese, or eat dogs & cats for that matter. Don't jack/copy my style or anything that I do because its better for both sides when people are simple & stick with their own things rather than copying me. Life can be & basically is complicated, & I have my own complications, I believe to go through the obstacles myself & learn from my own lessons in order to improve, & this sometimes affects the way I act around the people who surround me, which is why I get misjudged easily & this is just to let you people know. My personality can be weird, but who isn't? I'm a hard worker (sometimes an over-achiever T_T), I can be selfish & stubborn, but I enjoy making & meeting new friends, I'm the most fobbiest asian girl you will ever meet!! I love listening to music, I love drawing, & my hands are cold all the time, but I'm very warm-hearted<3 :) trust me. I'm VERY into my culture and asian culture, I get offended real easily if you talk about races and etc. If you ask me for my opinion about things, I WILL be honest, I am a very honest person & can keep secrets. But other than those things, enjoy my blog, get to know me, add me on facebook :) Thanks for reading this long ass paragraph about me, loves ;]

Email : Ask me, maybe i'll give it 2 you.

Cravings


LOVES

-Pandas♥
-Hello Kitty(Sanrio!)
-My Cousin
-Traveling -Asian Music
-Asian horror movies
-Asian dramas
-FOOD (esp. asian food)
-Siberian huskies<3
-Turkish Angoras<3
-BaBu Bear(morning glory!)
-Writing Novels
-Blogging
-Drawing
-SoBe
-Playing diabolo
-Videogames
-Final Fantasy
-Kingdom Hearts
-Singing
-Modeling
-Shopping!!(esp. w/ cousin!)
-Fall&Winter
-Fashion
-Makeup
-Sweets
-Fobby Stuff ^_^
-Ulzzangs&UlzzangStyle!
-My Buddies
-Helping ppl out
-Anime;Vampire Knight<3
-Manga

DISLIKES
-Liars
-Insects
-Dolls
-Fakers/posers
-Rude, disrespectful ppl
-Ppl who start drama
-Gossipers
-'know-it-alls'
-Show offs
-Stuck ups
-Bossy ppl
-Racist ppl/Racism
-Discrimination
-Judgemental ppl
-Narrow-minded ppl
-Haterz
-Copycatters
-Nosy Ppl
-Preps&those 'kind' of girls
-Balloons
-Loud noises
-Cramped places
-The Dark

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Sunday, May 2, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

"Don't you hate it when the world pressures you all the time?"

Egh...so uhmm...I'm a bad driver overall. I'm just bad lol. I can't even make a right turn because well...I didn't slow down enough.... T____T then I ran over the ledge, and my dad got pissed at me and started cussing and shit and then I got all pissed off and was like "DAMN!" My mom and I....we're not really that close, we never were. Our relationship is okay. It's on an average level, I NEVER tell my parents shit on what I do because I just don't want them to be all up in my business. Mostly because with my mom, she NEVER understands me at all, which is why we mostly argue THE MOST. My dad understands me much more than she does, but not to the point where I can tell him exactly as to how I feel and what's going on in my life. Maybe...it'll get to that point of time one day but I'm not worried about it whatsoever. I just kinda got this feeling that my mom's relationship with me will go downhill pretty soon. She just...bleh...
Anyway....tomorrow is Monday again...going back to school....I might run into him but I might not, I mean he has 2 weeks left, might as well should just come to school =/ He's so freakin' lazy...agh. But i told my friend to help me keep an eye on him and stuff because I got this vibe going on.....I mean it really did hurt me about what my friend had told me....telling me that he used to tell almost every girl at our school that they were the most beautiful girl at our school....first time I've heard that one, but I mean I was shocked to hear that and I was hurt, but I'm not surprised...I mean what am I supposed to do with that anyway? Nothing. Exactly. I guess it's just time to boost up my self confidence by looking more at asian celebrity pictures T____T and well whatever else that might help me. This is why dating a white guy makes asian girls have low self-esteem unless asian girls were the only type of girls they liked! So I guess there are many fears that I have: fear of balloons, getting fat, loud noises, closed spaces, the dark, spiders, heights, rejection/neglected, dating white guys, fear of success and hearing women scream as they're going through labor..YEAH DON'T ASK. I have issues. Major issues. I know I'm weird and can be really slow too but I can't help it, it's how I was born. Ugh. 
I just...wanna keep doing my best at things, and hopefully I'll gain everyone's respect one day. 
I don't try to screw up... 



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